Well, I'm back home and I like it much better. I don't know what it is. Well, for one thing, I stopped smoking cigs now! At least that. I just feel lonely now. All I do is go to school, come home, watch TV, but I have noone to hang out with. Now none of my friends call me to do anything. One good friend of mine that I know would hang out with me lives 6 hours away. Another has two kids and goes to school. Another one has 3 kids and is a single mom. Whenever I call her, she always tells me that she's sorry for not hanging out with me cuz she's so busy with her kids, but then yet she tells me that she sometimes hangs out with her co-workers to have drinks! If she could hang out with them, why can't she not with me? I really feel like none wants me to be around. I have some so-called friends that I'm always having to initiate the call or the invite, and then they get all fired up about hanging out, but when it actually comes down to it, they back out. WTF!!! I've already tried to go to a meetup group out here to make some friends, but none of them wanted to. I don't get it. People say I'm friendly, yet they don't make the effort to hang out with me or call me to say hello. I'm so upset. I feel like people don't like me. I don't know why. I feel doomed to be lonely forever. I don't even know why I came back then. But whatever. Maybe I bring out a bad vibe or something even when I want to be friendly. I will never understand why people don't like me. I'm seriously worried that I might turn "crazy" from not being around anyone to socialize with.
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HEY SWEETIE,ITS SO GOOD TO HEAR FROM YOU!! SORRY I HAVE BEEN SICK WITH THIS AWFUL FLU AND STILL AM TRYING TO GET OVER IT.I PRAY NOONE GETS THIS STUFF,I AM ON MY SECOND ROUND OF MEDS FOR IT.SWEETIE,YOU ARE PUTTTING YOURSEFT DOWN TOO MUCH.YOU ARE A FRIENDLY PERSON,YOU JUST HAVE NOT MET THE RIGHT PEOPLE YET,IT WILL HAPPEN,GIVE IT TIME.I RATHER HANG OUT WITH SOMEONE WHO DID WANT TO HANG OUT THAN THOSE THAT DON\'T.YOU ARE SUCH A BEAUTY AND ANY GUY WOULD BE DUMB NOT TO LIKE YOU.I AM GLAD YOU GAVE UP CIGS.NOW THATS YOUR BUSINESS,BUT YOU NEED TO BE HEALTHY AND CIGS ARE JUST A BAD HABIT.I CAN UNDERSTAND THE GIRL WITH KIDS,THEY DO TAKE UP YOUR TIME.YOU HANG IN THERE,I KNOW YOU WILL BE MAKING NEW FRIENDS SOON.LOVE YOU MY CHERISH FRIEDN AND I HAVE YOU IN MY PRAYERS,LOVE SHEA........(HUGSSSSSSSSSSSS).. ON YEAH,THE GUY PIC IS ME,I GUESS I BETTER CHANGE IT,HAD PPL ASKING IF HE WAS MY SON OR A ROCK STAR,I AM NOT OLD ENOUGH TO BE HIS MOM,HE\'S A COUNTRY MUSIC SINGER I LIKE AND BEEN TO SEE HIM IN CONCERT.LOVE SHEA...............
Hey, I feel the same way at times. A group of my friends get together, yet don\'t include me in the invite. I used to wonder what was wrong with me? Why they never wanted to hang out...with me. I used to go to work, school, come home and lounge in front of the TV. I started meeting people randomly, at work or school, some people were rude and made me cry, but others have become pretty decent friends.
Anyway, I say, try to find things that interest you, boxing, photography, whatever it may be. Sooner or later you\'ll meet people with similar interests. *hugs*