Well, I just found out (through the grapevine) that my Dad's new wife will be here in 3 months!!...It feels weird and lately my dad has been acting really weird around me too...u know, when u get that "vibe" from someone? I wish someone knew where I was coming from...it's really a sick thought to know that your own father is married to someone your age!! It feels as if he's sleeping with one of my friends!! YUCK!...People tell me this new woman in my dad's life is just trying to use my dad to get into the U.S. and for some weird reason, something tells me that that's true!

Eventhough my parents have been divorced for alil more than a year, it still tears my heart into pieces everyday knowing that they'll never be able to get back together!

Dear God, I'm so confused!