I'm debating whether I should apply to Hawaii again...I'm not sure when my dad is bringing his new wife here, but I'm sure it's soon and it's giving me the creeps...I have no other place to go and I keep thinking that the UH is where I should go and transfer. The thing is, I'm already enrolled here at the University and I have one more year to go, but I can't stand being here at this house with my dad!..It would take me a few years longer to finish and my mom said she would help me, but she's close to her 60's now and I don't want to depend on her that much anymore!...I can't stay at my moms since there's no room there for me so I feel stuck now! I KNOW if I stay here with my dad I won't be comfortable, especially since his new wife is my age!!
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there have been many times in my life that I was faced with this kind of decision. I have learned that as long as you follow what your HEART says, the rest will work itself out. It\'s SO hard not to listen to our heads, but our heart will never steer us wrong. It\'s been proven to me time and time again. I know it\'s hard, and it\'s scary, but if your heart is telling you to go, then you need to go. I have found that when I\'m too scared to follow my heart, the depression hits me like a ton of bricks, because somewhere inside I know I\'m not following my true path. Sending you tons of strength and love!!!!!!!!!