I've started restricting my food after maintaining a safe BMI for a while now. I just can't handle being this weight anymore. Thing is I feel awful. My Mum has always been supportive to me and even when things are bad, I know she's there. But last night was the worst night I've had for a long time. She was so angry with me. I do understand why she was angry but it just hurts. I'd restricted the day before and then broke the restriction yesterday during an 'up' phase of my mood. But then it came crashing back down again and I was crying hyserically for about an hour. I refused to take my sleeping tablet because the thought of just going to sleep was terrifying but Mum just didn't understand.

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