Bliss, what is making you feel this way? Remember that these feelings are just that-feelings. And they pass, they always do. Something important that I learned just the other day was that we don't have to live according to our feelings. We live by the truth. For example, if I am feeling ugly and unloved, I challenge those feelings by saying "No, I am beautiful and many, many people love me." And I don't know what you're going through, but I encourage to look at all the people that love you and continue fighting. I know the fight is hard and I've wanted to give up more times than I can count, but with the help of God, most importantly, and the help of my treatment team (pdoc, tdoc, case manager), along with support from my family, I have managed to stay in the battle. And I will continue to fight until the Lord takes me away or comes back for me.

You have my love and many hugs.

this will pass, in the meantime maybe you should call your pdoc

We've all been there, when I'm not on here posting or talking to someone I feel the same way. It seems like I can't curl up tight enough... Sometimes a good curl up is necessary.

You can pull through it, no feeling will last forever. You will have glimmers of hope and you need to hold onto those when you have dark times.

Find a distraction...
I like to watch birds..... watching them spread their wings, and take flight is so graceful. It's so peaceful. You can visualize yourself to be anything, anywhere. Escape if you need to, but make sure you find a sense of peace.

Skylar33, that's awesome advice. Simple things, though hard to find, keep us in check. Don't let BP get you, screw that!!!! take some time to relax, go curl up and just relax. These last 2 days, I feel like you, so I have been under a blanket. Hope you feel better soon bliss!!!! BTW, I love your avatar:)