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- Today via Zoom from Mexico I spoke to a US congregation about PTSD recovery. My emphasis was on the idea in the book of joy.Victim To Survivor and Thriver: Carole's Story- Hope for Survivors of Childhood Trauma, Abuse or Neglect By Barbara Harris...
- Today I'm nursing my s/o. She had a botched root canal abscess and had a different dentist pull her front tooth today. Ouch. Catch up with everybody tomorrow.
- Seeking Support for Speaking to a Church Jan8 2023Hi, y'all. I wrote in private messages to a few friends that last night I got a request to speak to a church come Jan 8th of the new year. I decided that I'm going to talk about my surviving lots...
- In 2009 a psychiatrist overprescribed me Seroquel for my PTSD nightmares from growing up in combat as a missionary kid in a war zone overseas. I collapsed in 2010 from the damage overprescribing me Seroquel did to my kidneys. I've struggled with...
- Thoughts intrude on me every day related to how my torture session by a military death squad ended when I was 15 and a missionary kid in Uruguay. I've told you about it, the gun to my head, the trigger pull twice, the gun jam twice. The sound of...
- It was one of those days for me to be the king of pain. Please forgive me if for today I don't comment individually on journals and posts as your CL the way I always do daily. I had a bad psychiatrist prescribe too much medication for my PTSD...
- Our Community Leader SunCloud of many years here without fail has fallen ill y'all. She won't be with us for a bit until she recovers. Thoughts and prayers for her are welcome. Her kind presence among us will be sorely missed.
- It was one of those days for me to be the king of pain. My PTSD kept me from getting much sleep last night, so that made my CKD (Chronic Kidney Disease) pain worse today. Ouch. I only walked 1.5km of the 3km goal yesterday. My s/o surprised...
- As y'all know, I have kidney damage from a pdoc who overprescribed me PTSD meds for nightmares. That's why I walk with a cane. I was in a wheelchair twice this year, but worked my way out of the chair to walk again. In order to stay out of...
- Yesterday I stepped on a nail out walking. The nail went clean through the sole of my shoe and deeply into my foot. I didn't feel it because of my CKD neuropathy from a bad pdoc's PTSD meds overdose that has killed the nerves in my legs, so it...
- I had a bad CKD neuropathy pain day yesterday from my bad pdoc's PTSD meds overdose that damaged my kidneys for good. But I pushed through and exceeded my 3km per day walking goal by walking 3.99km anyway. Plus, my s/o's 16 year old daughter and...
- 8pm 8-20-22 Fever-Cant Post. Maybe tomorrow.
- Today my new significant other's 12 year old son D is going for a walk with me to keep me steady. That's really nice of her to arrange for me since I was mean to her older son J when he triggered my PTSD by making fun of his mom for bothering to...
- I lived alone and didn't date for 10 years until this year. Now retired in Mexico I've met someone, and I had her and her son over for dinner last night. She's aware of my PTSD from combat and torture when I was a missionary kid in Uruguay, but...
- My partner's 12 year old son has COVID-like symptoms, so I've gotta be off of DSPTSD tomorrow. Talk to y'all Thursday. Support welcome.Muji