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- I went to the dentist for an implant today and he left me with a huge headache. I'm grateful that I can afford this, guy, but my gratitude isn't making it hurt any less. Just in case my tone seems off this week, I've got to go back twice more...
- It's a lovely sunny day that's great for a walk but my chronic kidney disease or CKD has depleted my energy today and I am barely able to get out of bed. I walk on a cane because of it because usually I can push through with 40% kidney function...
- I'm getting past my anxiety from 3 days and no Daily Strength. It was building up all weekend the website couldn't let us in. I miss being Muji every day. I have to let my daily Muji out. Without DS PTSD I'm like Linus from Peanuts without...
- Today is the birthday of my violently physically, emotionally, and spiritually abusive untreated bipolar father. It was a day when he'd go manic in the home demanding big celebrations of his ego from the very people he beat bloody with his fists...
- Amigos,I'm not feeling well today, so this time I'm posting and out right quick. For the 1st time in 10 days I have low energy. Seems like my chronic kidney disease from that Seroquel overdose that psychiatrist overprescribed for my PTSD nightmares...
- Hey, y'all. If you've read any of my posts in the last couple of months, you'll know I retired from the USA to Mexico. Down here I was lucky enough to find a face to face support group in my new hometown to back up my support online here on DS...
- This may seem off topic, y'all, but it's really not. About once a month one of 2 churches asked me to be their guest speaker and talk for 20 minutes or so about PTSD recovery. I often report, anonymously of course, as to what we're doing here to...
- I'm really relieved. Seroquel for my PTSD nightmares sedated me and then left me on the edge of needing dialysis because of its permanent damage to my kidneys. Prazosin is liver-processed, not kidney-processed, so it's the only safe PTSD...
- My family knows we are to have no contact since 2010 when they were deported by the Peruvian police from for church fraud involving money laundering through their church there for a corrupt politician. In addition to being shameful church crooks,...
- I'm having a low day myself with my other chronic illness. Not the PTSD, my new face to face support group has really helped me with that this week. It's the CKD (Chronic Kidney Disease). Having only 50% kidney function to bring oxygen to my...
- Last night I approached an elder of the new face to face support group I've found since retiring to Mexico. I want to go all in on this wonderful find, so I asked him to be a sponsor. I just retired from teaching to move here, and he's a...
- It's late, 10:35pm, but I just got in from my first face to face support group meeting here where I just retired in Mexico, and it was wonderful to find a new home among more supportive folks like us down here. It was a speaker meeting, and after...
- I wrote in a private message here about it so I thought I'd tell everybody that its come time for one last one way trip to retirement in Mexico for me so if you don't hear from me tomorrow, dont worry. Here's what I wrote in that message:As for me...
- Thanks, y'all, for the support for my Wed-Thurs trip from Mexico back to the US. Since I buy the cheapest plane tickets, I get long layovers in a couple of airports along the way. This trip was no exception, as started 6am Wednesday and didn't...
- Hey, y'all, just a heads up as CL in DS PTSD that tomorrow I'm flying back from the bottom of Mexico to the States, so I may not be on our board in the daily way that I usually am. I may actually be here more since the cheap plane tickets I get...