Right here, amigo. I know the frustration of a body that refuses to behave consistently and it's a medical person's doing. Here, I'll lend you my cane that has skulls on it to scare any more pain outta the way....

Puma support.

Ouch Muji! I know how that feels when your body just doesn't want to cooperate. It seems like no matter how much we try, we can't convince a body to behave itself. Hang in there my friend.

(((((Mujica)))))
Aqui contigo, ya tu sabes.
Sending support, strength & many prayers
Abrazos <3

Mujica, I'm not much of a support and or of help on here other than to acknowledge your presence and to share in the making as a prosocial being and not just a bot in the making. I just want to mention, you seem young to be under such a chronic situation, however, it is nice to see you have a significant other that can accommodate your linking and does seem to share her most valuable and precious son to help in your healing and relaxing journey. It is nice to see someone else look out for their loved one/s. I always, wish you health and wellness from across cyberspace.

Praying for you (((((((Muji))))))))

I slept 9 hours last night and that relieved some of the CKD pain I had, thank goodness. I got out with my s/o's son and walked 2.12km yesterday even with the CKD going on, so I hope I can get up to my daily 3km with him today. He's a really good kid to do this with me for an hour and a half out of his time after school.

I'm resurrecting this thread from 21 days ago--3 weeks--on purpose to draw attention to the fact that I need support with this because it's a chronic and not a curable PTSD-derived health issue. For the last 3 days I've had this same CKD pain again big time. I usually get my cane out and walk 3km per day just to keep moving forward, but I simply couldn't in these last 3 days. I knew that as CKD progressed and I chose not to do dialysis in order to have the more free life instead, I would end up as an ill shut-in. I'm just 64 and so I'm not ready for that to be right now if there's anything I can do about it, though. Support welcome.

Oh, boy, the CKD pain was such that I only slept 3 hours last night. Past experience tells me spikes in chronic pain like this do pass. Looking for this one to pass asap.