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- Hey, y'all, I got notice yesterday from a fellow Community Leader on Daily Strength that our dear SunCloud's computer crashed for good and that it's going to take a week for her to get a new one and get back on with us. If you're missing her...
- Two years ago I flew back to the USA from here in Mexico with the news for my best friend that I'd rented the place I currently love living in. Carrying back the news I had the expectation of making all kinds of cool plans for visits to me from...
- Recently a DSPTSD member and I were talking about how easy it is to feel after trauma that we don't fit in any more in the world. And in some ways trauma does set us apart. But here we do have a place where folks understand us. It occurred to...
- Hi, y'all. My home wifi has been out for 2 days so I've been going downtown and using coffee shop wifi to log on to DSPTSD. In case there's a lag in replies that's a little longer than usual, just wanted folks to know it's just tech issues. ...
- Hey, y'all, I'm just logging on 48 mins before midnight and won't be able to reply to messages and posts for the day in that amount of time. It's because something nice interfered this time, though: I took a day trip with my young Mexican...
- I'm hurting today, y'all. Since I was tortured at age 15 by a military death squad when I was a missionary kid overseas, I've had deteriorating health. Compounded has been that a psychiatrist who meant well overprescribed Seroquel to me in 2009,...
- Accidentally Alive-TRIGGER WARNINGIt's the New Year. I want someone to hold me while I empty my soul of tears, while I usher in the new year with a good cry. I have years of tears backed up in me. Going back to when I refused to cry when I...
- One of traumas that brought me here to DS PTSD 9 years ago is that I'm a survivor, along with 4 other members of my elementary school, of a pedophile who sexually assaulted us all. In my case, the pedophile was eventually convicted and died in...
- Hey, y'all, at a restaurant last night here in my new Mexican retirement home town I ate a grilled fish dinner that had gone bad. I've been running at both ends all last night and all day today from it, and in between I've slept 10 hours all night...
- I got 6.5km walked today but I was in intense neuropathy pain from chronic kidney disease from PTSD meds, the kind of pain you pass out from. I've collapsed 5 times in the last decade resulting each time in ambulance & hospital, so it scared me to...
- Hi, y'all. I've had fun but no wifi in the mountain boondocks of Guatemala. Am at the bordear checking in on a friend's phone. I will be back on my own tomorrow. BE WELL!
- Amigos, just a heads up that day after tomorrow, Tues Nov 16, a Guatemalan friend's taking me home with him from where I've retired in Mexico until Nov 26 so if my logging on to DS is spotty for 10 days it's fun going on, not a problem. I've let...
- I go for months without posting a thread for myself here at DS PTSD to as to give newcomers' needs first dibs. And then suddenly I'm posting a crisis thread one after another 2 days in a row. When it rains it pours, huh?Yesterday's was a call...
- FEELING FRAGILEToday 11-1-21 I'm having my lowest day since Sat 7-17-21 with my other chronic illness and my PTSD. The other chronic illness I have is CKD (Chronic Kidney Disease). Having only 50% kidney function to bring oxygen to my blood, it...
- I delivered on my promise yesterday to get a walk in since the weather down here in mountainous Mexico's rainy season was dry for a change. But unfortunately my walk intersected with a huge university protest march against the disappearance of 43 of...