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- Hello everyone, I haven't been on here in forever. Some one asked me the other day how I was doing , I stopped and thought about bc I have found a gentleman to date and he is very good to me and my kids. But all I could say is I miss my hubby...
- Today was mine and hubby's 13th wedding anniversary and I made it thru. I miss him like heck but knew he was watching over me today. I also wish he could of been here to celebrate it with me. On sunday he will be gone for a yr. Sometimes I feel like...
- I thought as time went on this horrible pain of missing my husband would ease up I guess I was wrong. On May 1st was suppose to be our 13th wedding anniversary and I dont get to spend it with him. I can't put my arms around him or kiss him or even...
- I really hate when ppl say u have changed. Well yeah I have change my whole life changed. I always thought my friends would always be around but their to busy judging me. It is almost a yr. Time seem like it flies by than other time it goes by so...
- Last night I lost my mom only 6 1/2 months after I loss my hubby. I know I will make it but it don't seem like it. I wish that god didn't have to take ppl away from us. My mom is the most amazing women. She was there as soon as I told her I loss my...
- Hello everyone, I had to stop coming bc my heart aches for everyone. I would read ur stories and think I could help u. But I can't help anyone. Well here it goes why I am back. About 3 weeks ago they put my mom on hospice and she just not getting...
- I have been trying really hard to make all these changes and all I really want to do is just go be with my one and only. I get up every day for him and the kids. But here is what I dont understand how people ( ie family) get mad at you because you...
- It has been 11 weeks and I have made some changes. I moved my room around and found some shelves to but Chris on so he isnt in the bed any more. I know he is more than happy that I am making progress. I hope I can keep making the same progress. ...
- Tomorrow is 8 weeks and I cant belive that it has been this long it still seems like yesterday sometimes. I hope I am doing things alright. I miss him telling me if I was doing something wrong. I still cant belive I have to learn how to life a whole...
- I have been alone for 7 weeks now and it sucks. I really never had anyone when I was younger, but I have had someone for almost 13 yrs . Now he is gone and I am having a hard time dealing with it. Why is it this way? I really need him and I cant...
- I have had some fun the last two days but I feel bad because he is not here having fun with me.My life is not the same and never will be again and I get that. But my heart just breaks becasue I fell toren between having fun with my daughter and her...
- Yesterday I was helping a friend with her laundry at the laundry mat.At the laundry mat with the washer , dryers ,and the fans going you really cant hear what someone is saying.She would say something and I would thnk she said somethinf else.But...
- I wish I was a hermit crab because when they dont want people around they just stay in their shell. I could go in there and just hide and never come out. I hate when people try to tell how things should be rather it is with how you deall with...
- Today is father's day , all I can think about is how my hubby is not here for me to try to do some thing for him. Yesterday was 6 weeks , that day all I could do is think about how I hate going thru this with out him because he has always been my...
- I brought our daughter and my friends kids to go skating. When I am always out doing something I would always call or text him and I dont have that anymore and it sucks.I hate being alone it feels like it isnt suppose to be real. I hope I can get...