hollyd22

It's been months since my mom died and I still feel the sting of it. My girlfriends dad died last week and she's been freaking out and needing me and I have not been the partner that she needs. For...

Man things are so fuckin' bad right now in my head. My mother died and I found out that before she died she made a list of people to contact if something happened to her and I was not on that list....

I am still so upset with my mother and how I left it and how I never got to say goodbye to her. I am so heartbroken and nothing helps. It's just something that I have to live with and I'm torturing...

I don't think i would be doing this well if it wasn't for my amazing family. My girlfriend is unbelievably beautiful inside and out and her kid is amazing and thoughtful and handsome lol it hurts so...

I've been doing really good with the lying. Not even small lies. I try to write or tell myself every day that I am a liar and I need help. It's so strange when you keep telling the truth because it...

Just chucking this out. Definitely paying for all of the lying. My girlfriend can't even look me in the way but I'm patient and wait for her is she sees a change. I haven't told a lie in 6 days to...

Well i've told the truth today to myself over and over and am telling everyone that is still in my life that I am a compulsive liar. How on earth did I let this get out of hand? Honestly I was...

Here are all of the things that I've lied about for attention and sympathy in the most selfish way:I have lied about:My grandpa dyingBeing abusedDoing heroinBeing a drug dealerHaving friends and...

I have been so selfish my entire life. I'm slowly but surely telling people now that the cat is out of the bag. My girlfriend can barely look at me and she has nowhere to go to get resolve and reset...

Have been hiding the fact that I am a compulsive liar for almost two decades. It has been horrific, the lies were for no reason, I even made up stories with people and made it so factual that my best...

My name is Holly and I have been battling alcohol for a little over 10 years. The majority of my life has been spent working temporary jobs just long enough to pick up my guitar and do gigs as much...

I have had a best friend for a very long time. I know her entire family and we have been through so much together. But over the past few years we have both grown apart from each other as friends, and...

Well this is getting extremely difficult. I dont' think anyone reads my journals but it's just nice to get it out. I just recently left my girlfriend of 6 years for the 3rd and hopefully final time....

I honestly don't even know how to begin in this journal. I guess I will start with introductions. My name is Holly D. and I have been a victim of physical, emotional, and mental abuse for...