Lots to do

Just chucking this out. Definitely paying for all of the lying. My girlfriend can't even look me in the way but I'm patient and wait for her is she sees a change. I haven't told a lie in 6 days to anyone, including myself and I'm on humble rock for sure. It's a horrible thing to lie, especially when the ones who around you find out and you hurt them so badly. Don't know how long I can keep the face up but they are worth it and I'm trying to put the pieces together on what was actually real and what was a lie and the more that I realize how much I've lied and for how long, man, it's too much.