PurpleHippo13
Status: Appreciate what you have, it could be gone tomorrow
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- So it's been awhile since my last post. I've had a hystorectomy, and my wife broke her back. I'm the one holding the family together now. It's not just my wife anymore. The roles have been reversed and I don't know if I'm liking it so much. I knew...
- So I haven't posted in awhile because I was being stubborn. I have had the worst week for anxiety that could happen. Come to find out we ran out of savings awhile ago, and now we have no money to move to a bigger place, or even our own place. On top...
- So I'm thinking that maybe my wife and I should find another place to live. It's hard when you have six fur kids. Especially when one of them is a pitbull. In upstate NY it's hard because most of the places you see for rent won't accept a pitbull....
- So, the past couple of days have been rough. My wife's mother has been pushy and controlling lately. She finally pushed my wife to the exploding edge, and my wife screamed back. So here I am in the middle, trying to play nice on both sides. I don't...
- So before I say anything, I'm not suicidal. I have this problem thinking about death. Like what I will look like, or what will happen in the end. I know I shouldn't focus on those things, but it worries me. Like what will happen in the end? No one...
- So I haven't been able to post for about a week, because we have been out of power. Then we didn't have internet cuz our wifi box burned out. So here I am with my brain, trying not to have a anxiety breakdown. I paced the floor, tried meditation,...
- So I went to the doc yesterday for my check up on my incision, and see if it's healing right. Found out a lot of useful info about lifting and what not to do and what I can do. Found out I've been lifting when I shouldn't have been, and walking when...
- Ok so I know when I go to Walmart to be prepared for the unexpected. I mean, some people that go to Walmart are interesting creatures. What I can't stand is the fact as soon as people hit the doors they are acting up. Why do people have to be so...
- So my loving wife taught me a lesson today. She reminded me to laugh at the little things. I had forgotten to laugh even when you should be pissed. And Walmart is definately one of those places you just have to laugh to get through. It's like people...
- So I fired my doc today. Its a relief knowing I'm finally going to get a doc that doesn't call out every few days or so. I still say if my doc had her priorities straight, I wouldn't have to be finding a new doc. It's just the frustration of my psyc...
- So here I am, healing slowly. I hate just sitting and relaxing all the time. I like to get out and do once in awhile. I know I'm more of a homebody and don't really go out. But I figure fresh air can't hurt a healing body. So daily or almost daily I...
- So, I am suppose to "see" my PA for psych meds. Every other week she calls off without any consideration for her patients. It's like I don't see her more then I see her. I don't know what to do on this part. It's like she wants me to keep taking my...
- Hey there everyone! So, I had my surgery and everything went well. I'm awful sore, but healing well. I'm not moving too fast lol. I just want to send everyonre a great big thank you for all your support. I means the world to me to open up my mail...
- So my hysterectomy is tomrrow and I'm playing all the what if's in my head. My anxiety is through the roof, I'm scared out of my gord, and everything seems to be falling apart in my head. My partner's dad is sick, we just adopted a kid, and I'm...
- This week has brought on alot of emtions. Ups and downs. I've had a couple of bad panic attacks lately, I guess due to stress. I am having a hysterectomy on Friday, and I'm freaking out. Like everything is moving in fast forward and I'm stuck in...