Ok so I know when I go to Walmart to be prepared for the unexpected. I mean, some people that go to Walmart are interesting creatures. What I can't stand is the fact as soon as people hit the doors they are acting up. Why do people have to be so damn rude? I mean did common consideration take a leave of absence? So, since my surgery I ride a buggy cart through the store. Now, I could go to another store, but the closest is 45 minutes away. Well, it used to be if you were in a buggy cart people would make way for you, or be patient with you. Now, they shove you out of the way if you don't move fast enough or are on the wrong side of the isle. I'm so tired of people forgetting what respect is. It's like the world stopped caring and now there is only destruction. I don't even want to leave my house anymore. I mean for anything. If food could be delivered I wouldn't have a reason to leave. But there are some things that you have to go to town for that can't be bought over the internet, and it's just way easier to go get them. I get it. Really I do. But when you don't even want to leave your hosue because seeing people makes you sad. Well, that's just sad. And I'm tired of being sad. I want to go out and enjoy myself when I do so. But there will be people out there, and that is all it takes to make me stay inside. I don't want to. Maybe some day someone will make the world happy again. Ok maybe just the US. 

I'm sorry I just had to vent a little. It's been one of those days where all you do is struggle to make sense of it all. And then you promptly go back in the house and make your fifth pot of coffee and smoke a joint to help the process along. I'm fed up with trying to respect other people and in return all I get is a kick in the teeth. I'm fed up trying to make someone happy that's only in it for themselves. Whare are all the good people at? I mean where did they go? Or am I just blowing smoke and can't see through the mist?