BeccaSweet

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• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: BeccaSweet

  Posted: 07/08/2021

  BeccaSweet commented on the discussion Get cured from that dangerous disease now.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 07/04/2021

  BeccaSweet became friends with arfie.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: BeccaSweet

  Posted: 07/04/2021

  BeccaSweet became friends with arfie.

• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: BeccaSweet

  Posted: 07/03/2021

  BeccaSweet commented on the discussion Never thought I had PTSD, it's for other people.

• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
  

  Never thought I had PTSD, it's for other people

  Posted by: BeccaSweet

  Last Reply: mamadylanforever 07/16/2021

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  My back story is not important. I was over at a friend's place, just hanging out.  She was going through her dvr and wanted to watch the 1st season of a tv show.  I'm all, cool, looks pretty, nice countryside, might be a fun series.  I held it together but finally freaked by the second show.  Flashbacks, sounds, felt like I was back there.  Ran back to my place, cried, cut, screamed, cut some more, wouldn't talk to anyone, not able to sleep.  Sucks when just looking for some mindless fun...

• Sex / Pornography Addiction
  

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  Posted by: BeccaSweet

  Posted: 06/16/2021

  BeccaSweet commented on the discussion Relapsed today, but weird, I don't feel that bad..

• Sex / Pornography Addiction
  

  Relapsed today, but weird, I don't feel that bad.

  Posted by: BeccaSweet

  Last Reply: Mk1 06/17/2021

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  For a few weeks now, I've been doing good.  Not really doing the porn and avoiding random, for fun hook ups. Been walking in the mornings, to get some sort of exercise in.  Stopped in for a smoothie when a guy I've seen a bunch of times says hi and we start to just chat. Nothing weird or sex or things. Then he goes if I would like to go out sometime.  Not thinking, I said I'm free all day.  We end up at his place and well, guess the rest. I figured he would be like most guys in my life, he...

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  Journal Comment

  Posted by: BeccaSweet

  Posted: 06/07/2021

  BeccaSweet commented on Supercoolcat1984's journal Feeling lonely

• Depression - Teen
  

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  Posted: 06/05/2021

  BeccaSweet liked the discussion Been awhile since I cut.

• Depression - Teen
  

  Been awhile since I cut

  Posted by: BeccaSweet

  Posted: 06/04/2021

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  but I had another seizure, and got depressed after.  Not that unusual.  Did my stupid acting out, hooked up with some rando in the park. Did whateverz, came to my room, and cut.  Normally, it helps. today it didn't.  Days like this are the worst. I know I need to just ride it out, even tried burning, hurt a bit more but still didn't take care of the ugly inside.

• Sex / Pornography Addiction
  

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  Posted: 06/03/2021

  BeccaSweet liked the discussion Did it, I gave up and gave in.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 05/30/2021

  BeccaSweet became friends with Supercoolcat1984.

• Brain Injury
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 05/17/2021

  BeccaSweet commented on the discussion Post seizure temper tantrum.

• Epilepsy & Seizures
  

  I really hate my stupid brain

  Posted by: BeccaSweet

  Last Reply: ccleaver 04/26/2024

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  I have seizures, usually absence seizures and they always seem to hit at the worst possible moments. To make a long and boring story short, I'm chatting with a guy, kinda cute, seemed to be going well when he asked me something, no clue what when I just sat and spaced. When I come back, I smile and say what did you say.  Jerk goes, wtf, are you retarded and leaves. Story of my life.

• Sex / Pornography Addiction
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: BeccaSweet

  Posted: 05/04/2021

  BeccaSweet commented on the discussion Did it, I gave up and gave in.