Sex / Pornography Addiction Support Group
Sexual addiction, also sometimes called sexual compulsion, is a form of psychological addiction to sexual intercourse and other sexual behavior.
2 days here and I found my purpose, my calling. Happened across a large empty field full of big rigs just parked. Curiosity took over, why so many trucks out here. Few RV's too. I turned so many tricks, had so much fun. Just so many lonely men wanting someone. A few said mean things to me but most were really quite nice and cool and showed me respect.
I'm not sure why, but the 2 days I was there, I felt good about what I do and what I did. Finally hit me, I'm doing the work god has planned for me. I don't feel bad or guilty or used. I finally felt worthwhile.
Mk1
I think going as far as god's work is hard to say but depending on your religious views would I guess also help determine the answer to that question. Most religious views I believe would certainly say that what your are doing is wrong, but as I said in my post, using religion here (though I am religious) is not going to be very helpful. So, that brings us to I guess society and how you feel about yourself. Society these days certainly doesn't find it wrong but there is still a negative draw from it. In certain situations the are also legal issues. But that aside you're here for a problem that you recognized as it made you feel bad and messed up your life. If neither of those are the case then I guess you're free to go lol. And if it is a problem and you're not recognizing it, well then, there's no help for you to until you do. So... We'll be here for you when you need it I guess :)
BeccaSweet
I know what you mean...that is part of my impulse control problem. Things happen, I write or say them then later, I'm all, ooooops. Maybe I shouldnt have did that. This TBI has definitely messed me up, and funny, I'm a lot better now than I used to be, but just sometimes my brain goes off and does its own thing.
Mk1
I know I should be last one to say this, and I know that you're different because the injury is a real issue, but in general, blaming your brain for the problem is not going to help you get better. You have to realize that you can do something about it. I know I'm taking y myself when I say this too better I also use external factors to validate my decisions. I should take ownership more. I'm not saying it's the whole answer, especially in your condition, but it may help
BeccaSweet
Like I said, I'm a lot better...but brain injuries do change things. Like no matter how hard I try, I can't control the seizures, My thoughts, sometimes they just overwhelm me and well, here I am. When I'm calm and rational, you make total sense. I do control things...it's those times when things aren't calm that my brain goes nutty.
Mk1
I guess all wet can do is focus harder on the times we can control and how they last longer
Mk1
We can control and hope
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