hopeless25
Status: Not feeling well
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- as i lay here in my bed, watching tv all the sudden tears begin to fall from my eyes for no reason. I'm was not thinking of anything but they still continue to fall. Does these silent tears ever happen to anyone else ? Its like my body is hurting...
- Yesterday was my first night back home for the summer, and supposedly my parents fixed my bed so i can sleep in my room instead of the basement. I get anxiety just looking at my room, because the memories play like a movie in my head. As i looked at...
- I live with the guilt and regret of and insect rape child that was once growing inside of me. I chose the option that was best for me but it hunts me everyday, and today is mother's day, to have thought i could have been one myself. At times i think...
- I just want to run away, i can't handle this life anymore but how do i escape myself ?
- I don't want to live this lifeI'm tired of being scaredAnd always crying at nightI feel so useless, unwanted and unloved I can't escape this nightmareIn less then a week i will be back homeBack to where it all beganMy family acts like everything is...
- Hey everyone i'm new to this group but so happy to find people who go threw the same pull i do ...My pmdd is acting up and is messing with my anxiety big time.. I just started antidepressants to try and help but it isn't helping at all... What do...
- Terrible panic attack today at dinner. The conversation was about how the summer starts next week. I tried so hard not to listen to the conversation and just put my music in, but it was to late. I said bye and as i walked out tears began to fall...
- My pmdd is out of control i'm on anti-depressants and they aren't helping i don't know what do anymore and i can't keep living my life like this.. What have you done that works ?
- I'm losing my grip on realityno longer can i see what is in front of meI feel like i'm going crazyand these anti-depressants aren't helping meWhat do you do when you hit rock bottom And the thing you lost on the way was your sanity My life is far...
- I'm losing my grip on realityno longer can i see what is in front of meI feel like i'm going crazyand these anti-depressants aren't helping meWhat do you do when you hit rock bottom And the thing you lost on the way was your sanity My life is far...
- Any tips for hiding or things that will help fade scars ? In have so many on my arm and the stick out some puffy and risen others just there.. scares on top of scares and i need to do something to help make it a least a little less noticeable... any...
- Just a lot has been going on.... I found out that my cousin ( my abuser) will be here next month and got accepted to my college and may be moving here in the summer... School isn't going to well i'm sure i'm failing at least one class...And i keep...
- I feel like the unwanted child... like the freaken step child.. the black sheep... I feel so unloved and so alone and the one time i reach out to my family i get shut down...If only they knew how hard my life is and how i have to live with the fact...
- I've been on antidepressants for almost three weeks and it has help a lot but lately i have notice i like to spend more time alone but and my emotions are a little out of wack. Plus i feel so alone even if i'm surrounded by people :( idk what to do...
- As the days go by and the summer gets closer and closer. The nightmares get worst and worst. The summer means he will be back, my cousin, my rapist... Just the thought of it drives me crazy and my anxiety goes off the scales...How do you stop what's...