hopeless25
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- He wished me a happy 4th and that just put a damper in my day. He said he miss me and asked if I missed him too....I choose not to text back because I refuse to let him win... Then the tears began to fall and I've been drinking since... He told me...
- My parents say suck it upMy parents say you'll be okMy parents say don't act that way What I say to my parents is When you see my body hangingScars for the world to seeYou should have stop itBefore he had gotten to meNow I'm left for deadA piece of...
- I look in the mirrorand what do I seesomeone else starring back at meWhat do you do when you start to losethe person you truly areand the person that you see is now a mysteryShe looks and acts something like mebut the secret she holdsnone else can...
- I everyone i am new to this group... :) I have been having a really hard time and recently found out its anxiety that's the feeling i'm getting.. I come from a long line of abuse and like right now thinks are starting to get out of control.... I...
- I don't know how to have a "normal" or a health sex life... I was sexually abused from about 12 years and it still goes on.. I have had abusive relationships and that's all i know and is use to. I'm use to having someone tell me what to do and i'm...
- I hate this i hate this i hate this UGH !!!! I hate the emotions and the tears and the depression.. I hate the thoughts and not knowing the right or wrong thing to say...I hate not caring and letting everything out which has ruined my friendships...
- He's gone but he took a part of me with him.. I want to heal so the child within can be in peace, even if it is just a little while before I see his face again...question is how? How am I suppose to start healing? I just want to be able to honestly...
- I wanna cry........why....... I don't know.....why do I want to cry....? Why can't Takiah be as strong as teekie ? I can only fight the tears for so long smh what's wrong with me ??
- I feel like a prisoner locked away in my room which is the only thing that protects me from the monster that's trying to get in. I must lock myself away in order to have any chance of being safe. I must quietly open my door and sneak bast the beast...
- 'm suppose to act like i'm okI'm suppose to act lilke nothing happened yesterdayI'm suppose to hide the tears and sorrowsI'm suppose to act like it's just another day I'm suppose to smile and waveI'm suppose to get out my bedI'm suppose to mingle...
- Can someone please please please i beg of you please explain to me why my parents keep allowing this man into the house... I guess this means round 2 who would have thought at the age of 22 i would still be fighting for my life against my cousin......
- Ok so i still don't know if i belong here or if i should even be writing this here but maybe it will help give me a little insight or someone is going threw the something...Yesterday my cousin (abuser) was at my house. I prepared myself and mental...
- So i was never taught how to handle things in my family, so to handle my abuse i started cutting. I went into a deep depression when i was in the 8-10 grade. I tried to commit suicide many times and sooner or latero y in order for me to live i came...
- So i was never taught how to handle things in my family, so to handle my abuse i started cutting. I went into a deep depression when i was in the 8-10 grade. I tried to commit suicide many times and sooner or later in order for me to live i came up...
- I've been having these very strange, vivid, disturbing dreams lately. I'm starting to hurt myself in these dreams and waking up with scratches. Its weird and i don't know if its because the medication i'm on or what :( I hope they stop soon, last...