hopeless25
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- Does anyone else ever feel like there alter is out to get you or like its trying to prove a point to me...? I know it sounds weird but that's how i feel.. Is there ever a certain time of day one of your alter loves to come out ?
- I feel like i'm stuck between a rock and a hard place.. I take these steps to help me get better, to learn copping skills, to speak up,and not to put it all on me. But i feel like it's all pointless in a sense because i'm going to be put right back...
- My family is having this big party for my grandmother. Everyone on my mom side will be coming to town. My uncle will be staying at my house.. That scares me because he gets to touchy feely with me and is always grabbing and hugging me and says he...
- This life is not one that i would wish on my worst enemy The pain and the hurt that is burned into meI just want to be free from all this incest and shameI don't want to be used like a pawn in a chess game So much hurt and abuse that i now live...
- So as of right now I have been diagnosed with borderline did so I have a couple questions, so I thought I was crazy but do anyone else argue with yourself, or alter in your head or say things out loud that you didn't want to or is that just me ?
- They say never give upAnd never give inKeep fighting that fightSo the devil doesn't winThrough the hurt and the painThe sorrow and the shameThe one thing you need to rememberIs that tomorrow is never the sameHold on to your hopes and dreamFor your...
- They say never give upAnd never give inKeep fighting that fightSo the devil doesn't winThrough the hurt and the painThe sorrow and the shameThe one thing you need to rememberIs that tomorrow is never the sameHold on to your hopes and dreamFor your...
- What are some good books or movies for me to read, other people's stories, how to heal books, anything ....?
- I can't stop crying and i have a freaken headache.... I came to the realization that i need people more than they need me.. I fell alone and unwanted.. I don't want to do this anymore.. Its easier to hide and pretend to be ok then to try and fix the...
- I've been threw a lot just like we all haveI have survived sexual abuseFrom my sister and my cousin tooBut sadly it doesn't stop thereDomestic violence i fell a victim ofI always though that pain equaled love At least that's what my family has...
- I've been threw a lot just like we all haveI have survived sexual abuseFrom my sister and my cousin tooBut sadly it doesn't stop thereDomestic violence i fell a victim ofI always though that pain equaled love At least that's what my family has...
- I was on facebook and i like a photo of my cousin so it popped up on my page. This picture disgusts me..he has a condom in his mouth and condoms around him.. now he is a college freshman now and i'm afraid that he might do what he has done to me to...
- I did it again :( i'm a big, huge, failure.. I allowed my family's drama to effect me to the point that i gave into my urge.. I went months and look at me now. 7 new cuts .. i'm a failure
- So.. me letting my mind get the best of me.. not realizing i made this drastic decision not noticing that my pmdd was kicking in so i decided to stop taking my prozac... Now a week off my med i got my lovley period and i feel like i'm going crazy.....
- my sis is crying and hitting herself and it put me in a bad place i feel like back in those days when i was a kid and i'm hiding under the cover because i'm afraid the monster is coming to get me... :'(.Now i;m afraid to go to sleep