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- Matt moved out over the weekend. I miss him so much!! He has been doing very well the last 14 months and I know I should probably feel grateful that he has been doing so well and I do, but in my heart I am just so sad that he left. As much as I...
- Today Matt turns 20 years old. His birthdays gave become such milestones for me even more so than when he was a little boy. As so many of you know what we have been through I was pretty sure at the time we would never see this day. So I just want to...
- I know this has nothing to do with drugs but I just want to warn everyone about a bad experience I had last week with my dog ( I know blue will appreciate this) I have two dogs and one is a 10 month old french bulldog . I went to a local big chain...
- I'm so sad today I just found out a friend I have known for over 25 years just lost his youngest son 21 to this miserable stinking disease. My heart is broken for him his wife and their only other child. Matt was friends with this boy when we had...
- Yesterday morning I had a strange situation happen. Around 6 a.m. I woke up and preceded to do my daily morning ritual of turning off outside lights opening the blinds etc... So as I was doing this I noticed a car parked by the end of my driveway...
- So I haven't really posted in awhile because I have been enjoying a bit of peace and calm for awhile and it is awesome I must say. I still come here daily to read your posts and see how all of you are doing. Matt has been extremely busy at work...
- I had a wonderful mother's day the entire family was over for brunch and EVERYONE was sober, Matt brought me beautiful flowers and was helping around the house/yard to get ready for our get together.I have noticed so many changes with him especially...
- Yesterday was the one year anniversary of my sons near fatal overdose. I was just thinking what a horrible event that was and always will be to me, however I decided to post an update to show change and progress are very very possible . So many of...
- I just want to clear up something from a previous post. I never intended to attack anyone but i felt parents of addicts were under attack. Maybe that was not the intention of the poster. I think sometimes unless you have walked in the shoes of the...
- Well we all know that addiction is a crazy thing and we no matter how far we have come in our recovery still we get caught up in the cycle of ups and downs too. Lately i have been driving everyone crazy with my worry and doubt. Do i have any real...
- My weekend really sucked ! My son went to N.Y.C. For the St. Pats parade on saturday with his lousy friends. (He is a louse too) anyway long story short. He got fallen down drunk. At a bar ( i wish i knew which one so i could turn them in for...
- Hi Friends Just wanted to say Hi and let you know Im still here my computer broke so I have been checking in on everyone through my cell which is what im typing on now but my eyes are not so great anymore with small print so I have a hard time...
- Right now my life is a mess. I have been crying all morning because of a huge fight I had with Matt the other night. On Friday he stayed over a friends house and when he called me to check in I could tell he was using something. So I said a prayer...
- When Matt was little he had every Disney movie under the sun. One of his favorite movies was Peter and the Wolf. I remember watching that movie with him a gazillion times and trying to teach him a lesson about being honest. I used to explain the...
- Everything had been going good since mid Sept till last night. Once again i am on here to post that Matt screwed up. Sometimes I think it is just hopeless and I should just not expect him to ever completely remain sober and than I say NO that is not...