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Status: It's hard to live with depression...it's even harder to live with it when everyone else is oblivious...

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2nd birthday without my dad

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So tomorrow (the 17th) makes the second birthday i will be spending without my dad. Without him calling me and singing happy birthday in a silly voice. Oh how i wish I had recorded it somehow.I tried to find myself something for myself, but...
His Birthday

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November 9th is dad's birthday. The first one I will be spending without him. It has been nearly a year since he passed, and I know that the next couple months are going to be nearly impossible to get through.I'm not really sure how to cope...
Trying to lose weight

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Hi, I'm Jess. I have always had a little bit of an issue with weight, but through college and working a job where I was running all the time, I kept the weight off easily. I lost my dad in December and in came the emotional eating, and wanted to...
an introduction

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Hi, I'm Jess. I have always had a little bit of an issue with weight, but through college and working a job where I was running all the time, I kept the weight off easily. I lost my dad in December and in came the emotional eating, and wanting...
Feeling guilty

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So...I know that I am going to be told I shouldn't feel this way...but I can't help.I have felt a lot of pain. I feel like instead of healing, I am just going farther down hill...and then I realized why. I feel guilty. Not neccesarily for...
Father's day...

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So Fathers day is just a couple days away, and I would be lying if I said I was okay with that. I'm not. I have no idea how I will even get through that day. I have choir and then work, and I'm sure I could have gotten work off, but I really...
Have you ever felt like you were placed somewhere.

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So for the past few years, my life has been a roller coaster. After I got my degree, I ended up working as a delivery driver, where I met the choir director of the church that I now call my own. For the longest time I wondered why I had been stuck...
Having a really hard time...

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So with Father's day growing closer, I am having a hard time even getting out of bed each day. All I do is cry, and I am constantly grouchy. I am so sick of seeing Father's day cards and commercials knowing that there is no point of me getting...
Might have to file for bankruptcy

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So I will make this as short as I can. I went to a private college and thought that I would be able to get a job. I ended up being a delivery driver.I had to defer my loans because I couldn't afford them. I started to pay on them when my dad was...
Yesterday was 4 months...

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With springtime here, and the flowers blooming, and hearing people talk about gardens...it is really hard for me to even get the energy to get up each day. My dad never finished high school, but I swear it was like he had an encyclopedia of flowers...
I sing gospel

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For the past few years I have been singing at my church, people are always wanting me to do solos and it kind of embarrasses me because I don't believe that I am that good, but I love to sing. In a couple months I am singing at an event, I have to...
Just an introduction...I guess

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My name is Jessi, and I will be straight with all of you, I have had a lot of trouble not turning away from religion. Now don't get me wrong, I am religious, but this is a kind of long story.When I was younger, every church I went to was full of...
New to this...

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Well not really new, it's been almost 2 years, it started at the same time that I started having allergy issues (Never had them before) but the doctors told me it was acid reflux, and gave me OTC stuff to try. It helped for the first set (Which was...
I lost my dad recently...

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In December of 2015, my dad went to the hospital. He had been fighting liver failure for two years, but because it is impossible to get insurance he was unable to go on the transplant list. We were told that we had six months, but in truth we...
Lost too many people lately

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So long story short, in November I lost my uncle who was shot and killed, in December I lost my dad, after fighting for two years to get him a liver transplant, and then in March I lost the woman that I saw as a grandmother. While I loved all three...