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Status: It's hard to live with depression...it's even harder to live with it when everyone else is oblivious...

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Age: 35

Gender: Female

So my life has majorly changed in the last year, and sadly not for the best, other than my marriage. I lost an uncle to a needless murder, and then the day after Christmas my dad died due to liver failure. I was married in March, and I love him dearly. I have been suffering from depression, fueled by grief, and I just hope to move past that.

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I am done.

Posted by: therisenfirebird91

Posted: 12/28/2023

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So this is a long story that I am going to try to make short. About a year and a half ago, while I was pregnate, we had a crisis with my moms dog. My husband and my housemate paid for a life saving surgery because we couldn't afford it. It later came out that I manipulated her into helping even though that wasn't my intention. So after the surgery and nearly $7000 in fees, my housemate gets in a fight with my brother over it, first throwing out that she didn't wanted paid back but of...
An update on the past years +

Posted by: therisenfirebird91

Posted: 06/23/2018

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So I haven't been here for a while, and I believe you all deserve an explaination.The last update I posted I was looking for a job. Well I found one, and a week later they told me that I was not a good fit even though the entire week they told me what a wonderful job i was doing. I spiraled into depression and drinking, thankfully it was only for a short time when an old boss offered me a delivery driver job again. I took it, but started looking for a better job. Ended up picking up two...
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Posted: 06/22/2018

therisenfirebird91 sent a hug to MaryTurk

Thank you. I haven't been on in a long time, I'll post an update tomorrow
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Posted: 06/22/2018

therisenfirebird91 sent a hug to shadowlady

Thank you. I haven't been on in a long time, I'll be posting an update tomorrow when I get on my computer
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Posted: 09/23/2017

therisenfirebird91 joined the group Worshipping Ladies.
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Posted: 09/23/2017

therisenfirebird91 became friends with brite7.
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Posted: 07/30/2017

therisenfirebird91 became friends with Lauren85.
Tired of all of this

Posted by: therisenfirebird91

Posted: 05/12/2017

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I am almost to the end of my job, and I still can't find a job. No one want's to give me a chance, and I don't have experience so they won't even look at me. My interview clothing doesn't fit, the only pants I had ripped today and I have nothing to wear for the job fair next week.My husband has something bothering him and he refuses to tell me what it is, always saying there is nothing wrong, well sorry I don't believe you, you act different when something is bothering you.I am becoming so...
Frustrated and upset

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Posted: 04/11/2017

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so this will be short because I am frustrated and short on time.If I am frustrated, would you rather me slam my car door, or punch the car window until it breaks? There is no in between. Yes I have anger issues, but I do not take them out on living creatures, so for you to blatantly make fun of me for being upset and frustrated is childish. Especially when you don't know what I was upset over...I lost the guardian angel stone my dad gave me a few years ago. Something that he himself had found...
I am Done.

Posted by: therisenfirebird91

Posted: 02/28/2017

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I have tried and tried to be positive and make things are okay, and anytime I get one step forward, I am kicked 5 steps back. I'm losing my job and don't have the skills to get one anywhere else since I can't be a delivery driver because my car is fucked up and I sure as hell can't get it fixed. At this moment in time, I can't even drive my car, and since my husband goes to work before me, I have to find my own way in. Not to mention he is blaming himself for it being messed up and acting...
Tired of this!!!!

Posted by: therisenfirebird91

Posted: 01/26/2017

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So I just found out I will be losing my job because the company I work for is going to be working with another company that will take over second shift. Thanks to that, come March 31st, I will have no job, and no real experience. It is all such total bullshit! I have given them everything, I come in every time they ask me to, and what do i get? Oh yes I get a 2 month warning that I am being let go, a lot of damn good that will do. I can only hope that I will be able to become a...
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Posted: 01/24/2017

therisenfirebird91 became friends with Restful.
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Posted: 01/17/2017

therisenfirebird91 commented on the discussion 2nd birthday without my dad.
Depression

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Posted: 01/16/2017

therisenfirebird91 commented on the discussion Looking for advice....

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