middleman101

I have no internet at home. I went to see a friend who was not at home ror some unexplained reason. Upon returning home I was tired and though I travelled about the city after realising the friend...

It is 2017 and mental health is still a taboo topic to be discussed in many quarters of society. But why? There is the fear of shame, embarrassment, being rejected and not being just "normal" enough....

Some may have scene my post about troublesome neighbor's dog. It is pretty well regulated though. The neighbor did something and the dog is no longer barking. I'm guessing that the parts of the dog's...

It would have never dawned on me that there was so much unhealthy narcissism around unless I learned of it and that I was a victim of that. The other evening I was on the street and saw a man with...

How about this. I'm sexually immature because I don't want to engage in any risky sexual behavior according to a term used by the younger crowd. That's OK. Can't please everybody nor ought I want to....

During the provincial campaign against sexual abuse I learned  that my extreme nonstop anxiaty was triggerred by my childhood sexual abuse. I saw that and decided to act as if the abuse had not...

I had my meeting today at the organisation I am a part of to discuss an email I sent described as sensitive and better to get a face to face discussion oln it. Today was the day. I thought I might be...

Last Monday I went to that 12Step meeting which has that controversial suggestion in the approved literature that if followed to the letter could constitute emotional abuse. Nobody among the key...

I have been reading for the past couple of years on the topic of pathological psychology. I put an end to my relationship with my mother about a year and a half ago. I learned from the first book...

I saw my social worker today. Things are a whole lot better again. So much craziness from my past. Not much happenning apart from my local phone provider double billing and that being contested. It...

The days are passing and I am doing my homework from the first session of my course regularly. It sure is a neat way to keep a journal. I have voluntarily added to the homework by writing a synopsis...

It will be a change in scenery, depending on the state of my back. I slightly inflammed it. But a couple of pain pills over 24 hours does wonders.   I was at the beginning of the course yesterday....

My course is starting on Thurday morning. I'm now looking forward to the challenge and am hoping for good stuff to come from it.  I have a bit of stuff to complete and then I'm perfectly ready. It...

On Tuesday I go to see a legal aid lawyer to see where I stand with that CODA literature that bothers me. Up here the groups are in French and with literature of its own. One of them, containing a...

It is Tuesday and my next attempt at journal writing. Luckily it rained last night, so I stayed at home instead of going to the meeting. The CODA meetings here have lost their attraction The...