I was lucky last night

I have no internet at home. I went to see a friend who was not at home ror some unexplained reason. Upon returning home I was tired and though I travelled about the city after realising the friend was not at home I was tired and my response would have been lacking in the RIGHT kind of understanding. She wants me to call her. I feel more at ease and more relaxed and will be in my right frame of mind. I must watch what I post on the internet ,like FB when I'm tired. I'm not fully myself when I'm tired and alone. I'm glad I didn't have internet at home last night.