TC40
Status: Extremely irritable
Mood:
Horrible
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- I woke up today feeling extremely depressed. I then started feeling extremely anxious. Like hysterical. I feel so alone. I managed to bathe today. I haven't felt this bad in a long time. I have felt so bad that I actually cried today. I never...
- " I was laid off from a job I held for 12.5 years. They gave me a raise the week before they "eliminated my position". They gave me a two week severance AND cut my benefits off at midnight that same night. I actually laughed at them and thanked...
- I was laid off about a month ago. I have slowly been slipping into a depression. For a while I was okay and I was actually kind of happy about the whole thing is I was relieved. I work at a job for a company that robbed me of my self-esteem and my...
- I got laid off on the tenth of Feb. I am trying to get things in order I applied for and got approved for unemployment and Medicaid. I have a ton of medical and mental conditions. I will be able to barely scrape by. My family is SOOO not there for...
- I am dreading work tomorrow. I AM grateful to have a job. I just have a huge problem. I am overworked (we ALL are). I have a hard time also because of the constant distractions. I am. THE only one who doesn't have an actual office space. I sit at...
- I am dreading work tomorrow. I AM grateful to have a job. I just have a huge problem. I am overworked (we ALL are). I have a hard time also because of the constant distractions. I am. THE only one who doesn't have an actual office space. I sit...
- I am killing myself....not with a gun, or pills, etc....I am killing myself with food. I am in so much pain. Mentally, because I can no longer do much of anything. I see how people look at me, I am discriminated against at my job. Physically,...
- This is THE only day of the year that gets to me as a single person. Every year I spend it alone. It's either spend it alone or subject myself to mental and verbal a use by my mother and her jackwad husband. I am trying to tell myself that it is...
- I have become so large that I am having trouble performing "hygiene" tasks. I don't know what to do. My stomach is also now rubbing my steering wheel. I hate myself and just want to die.
- Not the religious part, but the commercial part. It's all about "stuff". It makes me want to vomit. The only only I ever really do anything for is my mother and husband. I'm not doing even that this year. They have done nothing but SH!$@ on me...
- I am afraid to cut. I have been punching myself in the arms and stomach. I do it when I am upset and sometimes just because. I sometimes get scared because I want to hit myself in the head. I don't do it, but I want to. I am not suicidal, but I...
- I am not suicidal. However I am waiting to die. I asked God every day to come and take me. I have nothing I have no one. I work at a job that is thankless and I don't make enough money. I am in serious debt. I am extremely obese and it hurts to...
- I am having some issues. A few weeks ago, my psych switched me from 600 mg Seroquel XR to the generic Seroquel, 450 mg. I am pretty sure I went manic this week, which for me is EXTREME irritability. Plus my sleep schedule got thrown WAY off last...
- Today I put myself in the worst possible situation. I spent it with my mother and her husband who are very toxic people. I knew this going into it but I did it anyway. Last week I was uninvited to Thanksgiving dinner By them. And the reason was...
- My brain is on total overload. I already deal with.Bipolar and anxiety. And with all of the constant horror stories of Ebola, Isis, the latest terrorist attacks in NYC and Canada. It is getting to me. It's not like I am sitting here going over and...