cantstay2
Status: There is no passion to be found in settling for a life that is less than the one you are capable of living - Nelson Mandela
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365 days to me...52, single after 33 years and the kids are almost all out of the house. It is time for it to be a little about me now. Being three years post divorce I have gone through so many ups...
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I can't believe that 3 years have gone by since I moved out. I still remember sitting in my place and falling apart thinking that there was NO way I would make it, yet here I am.This time of year is...
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Last night I was going through some things in my room and I found an old journal. I didn't actually do a LOT of writing in it, however, what little I did write said a WHOLE lot about where I was. It...
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So I woke earlier than planned today but that is ok, I have done nothing but sleep in lately!This will be a busy weekend full of family events. I am happy to get to see everyone and celebrate my...
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When people walk away from you, let them go. Your destiny is not tied to the person that left. Stop begging people to stay, let them go!This is a preaching someone posted from TD Jakes. I stayed in...
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I live in condos (aka, old apartment complex converted to condos). I rent mine. Not very big, tiny actually but big enough for me, my daughter and the two dogs.. So anyway, I digress. AT the end of...
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I have just gone through and read some of my past journals; I realized that I don't write here as often as I used to when I belonged years back. But looking through the ones I did write makes me...
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Last night I attended a reception at the home of a friend who lost their daughter to brain cancer. It has been a long battle for this family and now she is at peace and she is at home with the Lord.I...
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I can't believe that I have let the ex occupy my head space so much. Why can't I just get back to where I was in early December? BEFORE I believed that he was truly remorseful and that we could have...
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About a month or so ago, the ex called me...so depressed and crying so hard I could barely understand him. I agreed to go talk to him in person. He set off to apologize profusely, crying, admitting...
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I have been struggling with what to write or should I even write lately. I miss the old days when I had a really great group of support people on here. Much like my marriage, those days are over and...
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I am in a rough place right now; have been for a while.On the one hand, I am excellent. Love my job, my family, my freedom, my friends.On the other? I want to be in a selfish place. All I want is a...
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My husband has been gone to Mexico this week to see his mom. Said he didn't want to be home for his birthday (it is tomorrow). It is a long story but to be honest, I think he wants me to care and...
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I was having such a hard time last week. I mean I have made some great progress, but last week was rough since it was our anniversary. Well...I have since decided to tell my closest girlfriends who...
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today is my 23rd wedding anniversary and I have a consultation with a divorce attorney. How sad is that?I know deep down t even though I love my husband, not a healthy love.l Neither of us get from...
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