In my own head
I can't believe that I have let the ex occupy my head space so much. Why can't I just get back to where I was in early December? BEFORE I believed that he was truly remorseful and that we could have normal interaction? BEFORE I let him start letting the kids down again? I KNOW better. I am disappointed in myself but have to let it go and move on.
I commited to doing a 5K fun run called the Color Run in April so I am going to start training for it (have I mentioned that I hate runing?). It with people from work so I know we will just have fun, I am not trying to win the darn thing, just finish it so that I can say I did it.
I will start today by letting go, finding my inner peace again, and go back to having fun with my friends, kids and grandkids. To Hell with letting him win by getting me down!
I commited to doing a 5K fun run called the Color Run in April so I am going to start training for it (have I mentioned that I hate runing?). It with people from work so I know we will just have fun, I am not trying to win the darn thing, just finish it so that I can say I did it.
I will start today by letting go, finding my inner peace again, and go back to having fun with my friends, kids and grandkids. To Hell with letting him win by getting me down!
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Try not to let disappointing thoughts take over - you have so much to look forward to in your life. You are struggling just like millions of us - you have what it takes to finish that race in April, and I will be here to see your journal announce that you did it!!
Take care and get out and have fun.
I\'m with you in my thoughts. I\'m thinking about joing the Mud Run for Cancer next September. I don\'t know... am I too old for that?