what a difference a few days make

I was having such a hard time last week. I mean I have made some great progress, but last week was rough since it was our anniversary. Well...
I have since decided to tell my closest girlfriends who were NOT surprised and extremly supportive. They have seen what I have gone through and are ready to help me through this.
It is also amazing that with him continuing to be an ass how easy it is for me to see my situation more and more objectively and realize that this is not a place I want to be. This is NOT how a marriage should work. He is controling and manipulative and derogatory and angry....Why would I want to live like this? And he is like this more times than he is ever happy...and let's get this straight...he is never happy with me.
Time to move on.