malibumark
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- I don't know if this is a symptom of the illness or what - I just know at times I get real tired of trying to keep myself satisfied/occupied. It's nearly like what I would imagine being an addict is like.Right now, I feel stressed and kind of...
- I spoke to a relative today. I had called her to talk since she had become stricken with some pain in her side which they don't know what it is.We were talking and she asked me how I was doing and I said alright.After I told her what I was doing she...
- I am trying to keep as effective as I can each day.I've had trouble in the past with 'pleasing myself'though I was very active at the time - I now see thatthis 'insatiability' was a sign of the illness I had.Though I now have a better ability to...
- I went to work earlier and it was a good start to the day.It feels great to get out of the house and get involved in something.I came home and adjusted to my plans here. They're much more sedentary activities here at the house and so it was a bit...
- Having a good day here, I hope you are all doing wellout there!!Have a good weekend!Mark
- I so enjoy all my friends here and online. Sometimes I wish it were in person... that we were all at some cozy pub enjoying some pints and fried foods :).Here's to a good Saturday night for all!! I want to be with you in Spirit!!
- I am so excited, the chef here at the house is making hamburger and poutine tonight. I haven't had poutine since I lived in TO! I am so excited!!!I "Heart" Canada!!!!!!!!
- I keep on trying to deduce what my error is, so that I won't repeat the mistake that gets me into trouble.I am finding I have been down this road before and I am just havinga bad time with greater moods swings the past couple of days.I am waiting to...
- there are moments when I seem to run out of my own ability to know what to do with my time.It happens a lot where I am engaged in an activityor something i'd like to doand then I run out of focusor occupation.Idle hands are the work of the devil as...
- does anyone feel this way sometimes? I tend to feel this way at times and I don't know what triggers it, except I think when I am faced with making an assertive move or decision about somethings. I know I am being vagueI am just trying to tap into...
- does anyone feel this way sometimes? I tend to feel this way at times and I don't know what triggers it, except I think when I am faced with making an assertive move or decision about somethings. I know I am being vagueI am just trying to tap into...
- http://www.huffingtonpost.com/robert-david-jaffee/mental-illness-employment_b_1031520.htmlI just found this article about a man's journey through work while experiencing difficulties. It's affirming and good to see what he went through.
- I feel like I've got this pattern to my moods. Well I am bipolar and I go up and I go down.But I feel like i am supposed to fetter out some truth to things. I think what I said is my truth. I go up and down and that's the truth of it.If I look for...
- Sometimes my family relationships just decimate me.I don't know if my extreme moodswing downward is a part of having bipolardisorder. I was at my parents' house yesterday and a couple of incidents really took the wind out of me. I know that it's...
- I don't know if this is part of the evolution of schizophrenia or just part of mental illness in general. I don't know if it's part of the moods swing of someone who also is bipolar. Tonight I feel like (and this started yesterday) like I am...