thinking of Blue

I am really learning to put myself in the shoes of Blue, if

he wore shoes:)

I am in the sense of really consciously take the time to get

down on the ground and think about his personal space

and feelings and consideration.

He's really a precious guy. He deserves good things

and because it is all up to me to give that to him

I am motivated in a very parental way to care for him.

In fact I can see how parenting might be because of him

and so I doubly grateful.. I have never been married

or had kids of my own.