Downer

For some reason I can't post in journal from my kindle. Babysitting again today. Feeling so down. Hate this. I haven't had such despair for quite a while. Been roller coasting quite often lately. Even had few tears show up last night. Guess that big empty bed just got to me. But them again it isn't any emptier than its been for years. Sad sad day. Gotta snap out of it!! Giving too much space to thinking. Well not really. Can't pinpoint down any one thing in my mind to feel this way. Must just be too tired.