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- i have a 14 year old son..we used to be so close..he's so mad at me and wont tell me why. he said that it happened a couple of years ago and that he's mentioned it twice so i should know what it is.i have no idea! i've asked and asked and asked...
- im doing my best. no contact. had a dream last night that woke me up at 4:30. it's 9:30 now and im still up. it was so vivid and about shoes of all things. it was about him. shoes..i know it sounds so stupid, i need new ones, my kids need new...
- i've been told about forgiveness. i think it was within the last few wks that i posted about that topic and how the heck i was going to forgive him when all i wanted was for him to suffer. i think somehow, i'm almost there. it just hit me. it...
- i dont know why i'm sitting here this early on saturday morning and just missing that guy who was here..i'm minimizng all he's done..im reading my journals..i'm reading posts and the thoughts in my head are..well..he was just drunk..he was drinking...
- ive been quiet lately probably because i didn't want to feel guilt because i was talking to him. i broke the ultimate rule of no contact. he called..went sober..i saw that face..the one i loved and went to him..i cried like a baby and he said...
- sweetprincess..she posted....new hereher story is breaking my heart and i dont know how to help..can anyone help her? she's so young...
- im so sorry for all of your pain first...i have been fortunate enough to not suffer the abuse you all have and i admire your strength for being able to move forward and continue to grow..i have been emotionally & physically abused and joined that...
- some of you may know how deeply upset i was by the fact i felt like he was infiltrating my world..by clinging onto my pool life, my venues..ya well..he got booted for being unreliable! already! i kinda thot he'd give up but on the other hand u never...
- i wake up heart pounding..all day i feel this inside..the shaking, the heartpounding, the anxiety is going to kill me i think! dammit..i feel like i cant take it anymore! my mind swirls, i cant concentrate..i lost my prescription..i just have no...
- i feel like crap. i want to get better. how long am i going to hold on to this feeling? why cant i just let go? i dont understand myself sometimes. i'm disappointed in myself for missing him and for still caring bout what happened.i know this...
- looking for reminders..its not my fault that i feel like this!i feel so anxious and sad. he just wont get out of my life. i just him to go away. my 'friend' is playin on his pool team. his bitch called me last night to scream at me saying who...
- i joined this group because i was abused by someone that was supposed to love me..i'm working on healing from that but today he called and i hung it up without answering and i got the worst flashbacks ever.i was shaking, almost crying, feeling...
- dammit..i know ive vented about this before..i've been feeling really good, haven't talked to him or even thought about him much and of course, he has to try to come back into my world dammit!i'm so upset right now. he left this house that he...
- i was so embarrassed by myself taht i didn't want to say anything to anyone so i came here and find that i'm not alone.my 14 yr old middle son has been so moody and distant for the last year it seems. he's always attacked his younger brother and...
- http://recoverfromemotionalabuse.com/?s=mint+and+lemon+balm&submit.x=0&submit.y=0copy & paste I suppose into the browser. Long read but what else do you have to do when you're alone at night crying?It made so much sense to me & I still go back and...