Physical & Emotional Abuse Support Group
Abuse is a general term for the treatment of someone that causes some kind of harm (to the abused person, to the abusers themselves, or to someone else) that is unlawful or wrongful. No one deserves abuse, period. Abuse can be emotional, physical, or sexual.
dammit..i know ive vented about this before..i've been feeling really good, haven't talked to him or even thought about him much and of course, he has to try to come back into my world dammit!
i'm so upset right now. he left this house that he signed a lease with me, i was smart enough to put the bills in his name & i haven't been paying them either. he doesn't know that but whatever...this evg he calls, leaves me this voicemail..
i got a new apt, moving in this wk..i can't imagine with what b/c he left her 2 months ago with 2 garbage bags, doesn't even have a bed to sleep on so that's probably a lie, but then again a thieving mover man can get his hands on anything..wahtever! fuck..why do i even care?
he says he needs to cut the utilities b/c he has this new apt and continues to tell me he's going to the pub i like to go to, that i could never get him to go to before and is playing a double header in pool this wed there..
fuck..he never played pool in league before me. never went to that bar ever. never ever had his own apt before ...
he can have the pool, fuck it. he can have his bills all run up. i got a small claims suit against him anyway...i just wish he'd not call me again!
i'm trying to move on here and every time i'm feeling good and moving fwd, he comes back with something to remind me that i'm struggling, that he's left me in debt, that's he's living free and having fun, it makes me jealous in one way but more than anything it makes me so fuckin mad i just wanna scream! i wish for him to feel pain. i want revenge. i want him to hurt. i want him to suffer like he made me suffer..than i remember..he is in pain, that's why he is the way he is, he's just to fuckin stupid to realize it. i remember that i'm healthier than he is. i have real friends, and a real family that loves me, not superficial users that attach and suck the life outta me..
oh please you guys, send me your support that this will get better. that the light will come. remind me what a dog he is for doing all that stuff to me..tell me he's a piece of shit for trying to take away the one last pleasure that i had going on...my pool. i love pool and the tourneys but fuck it...i'll play poker instead..lol. right? right!
xoxo
gogo
i'm so upset right now. he left this house that he signed a lease with me, i was smart enough to put the bills in his name & i haven't been paying them either. he doesn't know that but whatever...this evg he calls, leaves me this voicemail..
i got a new apt, moving in this wk..i can't imagine with what b/c he left her 2 months ago with 2 garbage bags, doesn't even have a bed to sleep on so that's probably a lie, but then again a thieving mover man can get his hands on anything..wahtever! fuck..why do i even care?
he says he needs to cut the utilities b/c he has this new apt and continues to tell me he's going to the pub i like to go to, that i could never get him to go to before and is playing a double header in pool this wed there..
fuck..he never played pool in league before me. never went to that bar ever. never ever had his own apt before ...
he can have the pool, fuck it. he can have his bills all run up. i got a small claims suit against him anyway...i just wish he'd not call me again!
i'm trying to move on here and every time i'm feeling good and moving fwd, he comes back with something to remind me that i'm struggling, that he's left me in debt, that's he's living free and having fun, it makes me jealous in one way but more than anything it makes me so fuckin mad i just wanna scream! i wish for him to feel pain. i want revenge. i want him to hurt. i want him to suffer like he made me suffer..than i remember..he is in pain, that's why he is the way he is, he's just to fuckin stupid to realize it. i remember that i'm healthier than he is. i have real friends, and a real family that loves me, not superficial users that attach and suck the life outta me..
oh please you guys, send me your support that this will get better. that the light will come. remind me what a dog he is for doing all that stuff to me..tell me he's a piece of shit for trying to take away the one last pleasure that i had going on...my pool. i love pool and the tourneys but fuck it...i'll play poker instead..lol. right? right!
xoxo
gogo
Once all ties are cut, and he is getting no reaction at all, hopefully he will disappear. In the meantime, all you can do is keep on keeping on. And keep up those realisations.
Ilene's Clarifying Index Card excercis
witll do that for you.
You will see very clearly and intensely
why he's too toxic to be be around.
Keep taking good care of yourself.
LOVE YOURSELF.
Healing happens.
Love your life.
Love your spirit.
You're wonderful.
You're powerful.
When he bothers you
wear your metaphorical
bio-hazard suit and
institute NO CONTACT.
You're going to be fine
and eventually be fabulously
happy living an abuse-free life.