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okay this much I know I am NOT crazy not crazy at all I'm not imagining this stuff I'm not confused. on Saturday he passes messages through my mother. on Wednesday I called the police to enforce my...

Finally!n a happy entry. I did it. I'm proud of myself. I stood tall I beat my charge of assault with a weapon. Walked out of court just now with a $300 fine for going to his work to pick up a chq...

And I although I haven't been saying much I have been reading some journals and I've been moving forward. I miss everyone here. I just needed to think more about myself and less about the shit that...

Finally things are lookin alright!!  so..wed he came in right?  i ran out & called the cops..they finally caught up with me to take my statement & told me that they would go and get the papers &...

Good thingsI still got itGot good girlfriendsMy supports system!I can do way better than that!Even if I was ugly I cud do better than that

no matter what, how bad things seem, how much pain you feel, just when you think it cant get any worse, it can always be worse so remember..it is okwhen it is ok..look for the positives, focus,...

i just have no one to talk to.  i'm searching these groups looking to talk to someone and no one is here.  even A isnt chatting wiht me..hes got the hugs and the love for me but it comes attached...

boy..today was quite the day.  i woke up full of anxiety, i thought by 2 pm i was gonna die from it, it was so intense.  i smoked like a chimney, spilled my guts, cried like a baby and refocused....

and i feel better.  the longer i go without talking to him, the better i feel.  although i want to know what he's doing and all taht stupid stuff, i've decided to not worry about how he's feeling...

the first journal of many.  i dont know who will read this if anyone.  all i know is that i have to sahre what i'm feeling and wht i'm thinking before i go crazy.  after all the crap i've been...

im crying..b/c i could never talk about how i feel with him..b/c im anxious about pool..i cant see his mug any more..i wanna play..i have fun with the girls but i really dont wanna see him! but i do...

its ok..i learned a lot this week about him, about me, about the future adn that its getting better.  hes that type of person taht cant face the truth, cant accept responsibility.  he'll never be...

Just gonna write it all out. Was so anxious. Still carried hope of what? Don't matter. Ur just a piece of lkying shit that aint worth my time. I'm better than thatI deserve nvmd what I deserve. its...

i was not caring, feeling pretty good..i have all these voicemails from him that i saved to keep for my records..but there's like 16 of them, and i had to find one saved msg from someone else among...

task completed! L is the best! she staked him out..caught him as he's getting off Transit Tom and tries to hand him the papers..he looked at her and kept walking, she says, hey..these are...