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Today was actually good,My daughter went with youth group to a church event and got saved.My son and I went to 2 Christmas stores and even though we had no money to spend,we had fun looking around...

Almost 2 month's ago you left us,How could you Pat?Why didn't you take the medicine?You alway's thought you were invinciable.Now mine and the kid's life is all screwed up,lost house,can't have wennie...

I just can not get over the fact that Pat is dead, gone, not here with us, He was suppose to be bigger than life, I just don't get it,why? why did this happen? He had a family we were getting our...

well here it is, another day without him and I am lost, sad, confused, mad, were getting our home back  why did this have to happen? I just do not understand, things were finally going to get...

Pat,I have had a couple of weird dream's in the past 2 day's. The one yesterday was that I was in the area you are at,maybe like a greeting room or something,I saw Georgie,Linda,Johnny, Momma...

Pat,Well one more occassion (actually 2) that you are not here for,my birthday (today) and our son's 23rd tomorrow. But,we are ok,you would probably have been on the road and we would have talked on...

Ok we got the lot for the trailer paid for 2 months and he will hold it for us as long as we pay a small amount each month,now the thing is to try and save some money to get it moved.

Pat,Well sweetie,I am trying to do what I hope you would think is best for the family. I am trying very hard to get the trailer paid for (4600 to go)and I have to find the 2800 to get it moved and I...

Ok, so here I am at my inlaws in MS.I had 4 breakdown's today,every time they would say Pat's name I would have to get up and excuse myself and run cry.Then me and the kid's went to put flower's on...

Hey Sweetheart,Today is 4 month's and I am feeling it today big time.I still feel like you are going to walk in the door and yet you never do. Thing's have changed so much for me and of course the...

Here it is,another stupid Monday,I use to have no problem with the days of the week but ever since you died on a monday,it feels like the worst day of the week.It is only 4 days till the 1st of...

Hey Sweetheart,I just can't take this,I dreamed about you,you were holding me,we were sitting in some kind of wingback chair like the kind at my mother's and we were hugging and kissing.Everything...

Well the good new's is that my father in law came through the heart bypass and is doing great,the dr say's he has the heart of a 30-40 yrar old.(hes 76) Why couldn't his son have the same luck?He was...

I just wonder is it ever going to be ok? I miss Pat so much I just want to scream! Trying to take care of the finances and my 2 kids (although one is 22 but slightly autistic)The other one...

OK so Pat's in heaven and he's fine,now that leave's me and the kid's,we have all the worries and all the stuff that goes on in this life,so,question is what to do with this life? I would LOVE to go...