diamond47m

Almost 2 month's ago you left us,How could you Pat?Why didn't you take the medicine?You alway's thought you were invinciable.Now mine and the kid's life is all screwed up,lost house,can't have wennie...

I just can not get over the fact that Pat is dead, gone, not here with us, He was suppose to be bigger than life, I just don't get it,why? why did this happen? He had a family we were getting our...

well here it is, another day without him and I am lost, sad, confused, mad, were getting our home back  why did this have to happen? I just do not understand, things were finally going to get...

I just wonder is it ever going to be ok? I miss Pat so much I just want to scream! Trying to take care of the finances and my 2 kids (although one is 22 but slightly autistic)The other one...

OK so Pat's in heaven and he's fine,now that leave's me and the kid's,we have all the worries and all the stuff that goes on in this life,so,question is what to do with this life? I would LOVE to go...

Today is 3 month's,I don't see how I've made it this far and to imagine another 40 yrs plus or minus is just crazy.I try to throw myself and the kid's into doing thing's,going to Christmas store's or...

Today was church and I have felt real good most of the day,I took the kid's to 2 Christmas store's to look around,Right before we were going into the Christmas Place in Pigeon Forge a song came on...

Well for the past 2 day's barely a tear which I guess is actually good. I'm not sure what is different,something is,guess I finally decided that it may be time to try to live atleast some.Trying to...

I really am ready to give up,I have nothing that make's me happy anymore. I have done nothing but cry most of the day,and yesterday. Im so tired of being sad,but, it's only been right at 3 month's. I...

I just do not understand why this has happened to me and the kid's. Pat was so outgoing,loving,yes,ok he had his mood's,but we were use to that.I had a dream last night that he had a heart attack in...

I am scared of what kind of day tomorrow is going to be,It would have been 28 years of marriage to my soulmate Pat.I have had 2-3 bad day's this month,but the rest of the month I have done good.We...

here it goes,I found the singlewide in Jefferson City and put down the 200 dollar deposit,Then today while just looking on craigslist,there it is house with 3 bedrooms 1 bath,450 a month for rent,all...

I finally made a decision about renting a place,This woman that had the double wide is just to slow to let me know what's going on,she went out of town and is now saying she won't be back till the...

Not sure what to do,suppose to be renting a doublewide from this lady who has never rented anything out before,she comes over to the apt.that we are getting out of,with a sheet to be filled out but...

I just want to know why,why did this happen to me and my kids? It makes no sense. He was 47,not 87, How can this be real? If it's a nightmare,then why don't I wake up?Am I in a coma somewhere and...