Doing Best I Can

Today was actually good,My daughter went with youth group to a church event and got saved.My son and I went to 2 Christmas stores and even though we had no money to spend,we had fun looking around and dreaming of all the Christmas thing's we still want to get for the place we are going to rent. Being in the smokies,we all decorate here early and take down things late,It's like we have Christmas 5 month's of the year,which is great for me cause I love that time and so did my sweet Pat,but he thought that every holiday has it's own time,He really lived in the wrong area to think that way, I can think of 5 Christmas store's in a 10 mile radius.I miss him so much as do the kids but today I was finally able to concentrate on some enjoyable and something that we love as a family.Tomorrow is church and cooking chicken spaghetti,then we are moving by the 3rd,so lot's of packing todo.I hope I can have more day's like today. I love you 4ever my sweet Pat. Goodnight sweetheart