valgal18
Status: other grandma in hospital and grandpa just passed away
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i feel like i am on cloud nine!!!!!! :) i feel so excited and happy!!!!! i have almost 20 hours and i think by the end of next week i'll almost have 30 hours!!! :) i'm excited to finish school and...
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i'm very frustrated right now....i went to the doctor today because on this stupid sinus infection that won't go away.....apparently it's NOT one anymore....he wants to do allergy testing now....well...
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i'm doing great!!!!!!! i finished 60 hours so i'm halfway done!!! :) my anniversary went VERY well!!!!!! i was barely anxious the second day.....today was great and i'm really excited to get those...
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i was feeling great today....i woke up this morning and things were good and then i had lunch.....and my anxiety sky rocketed!!!!! it's so high!!!! it feels like my heart is racing and i feel my...
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i went to the emergency room last night.....i had a really bad headache, the worst in my life.....i called an old neighbor from where i used to live and she drove me to the emergency room....my...
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i woke up this morning with an upset stomach and nasuea......i stayed home from school today.....i've been drinking water and 7-up and then eating saltines and toast and taking my temp.....i keep...
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i went grocery shopping yesterday and i got a bag of shredded cheese....i only got a few things so i didn't use a cart....as i was carrying all my things to my car the corner of the bag of cheese...
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i can tell that i'm doing better than i was a few days ago......i'm managing my emotions better.....my anxiety is still peaking, but i'm doing better.....i'm just trying to stay positive and do deep...
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i'm so anxious that i keep scratching my arm.....HARD......it's all red and i keep doing it to feel that nice pain instead of the anxiety......i wanna cut, but i can't...i fucking hate myself....i'm...
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i'm getting really anxious tonight....i have to call my boss tomorrow morning early and tell her about a parent yelling at me even though i wrote her a note....i feel very anxious about almost...
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i'm still sick.....now i have an earache and a headache along with my runny nose.....i see the doctor again on friday morning....i'm very happy because i really need to get better!!!!!! WAY...
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the anniversary of my first rape is at the end of october....i'm really anxious and it was constantly on m mind today....kind of driving me crazy.....i wanna talk to someone.....i'm having doubts...
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yesterday i went to the church to interpret.....it took me a loooong time to get there....i got lost on a detour and then i had to drive home in the dark.....the scariest part was driving through the...
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the interpreter that i do practicum with e-mailed me and told me that she wasn't going to be there at the school tomorrow and told me that i could go if i wanted....i declined because i'm not...
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i've never purged before.....i really want to though right now....like it's really on my mind and i kind of wanna make myself....i know that that's not healthy and i know that it can be a bad spiral...
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