i hate myself....................
i'm so anxious that i keep scratching my arm.....HARD......it's all red and i keep doing it to feel that nice pain instead of the anxiety......i wanna cut, but i can't...i fucking hate myself....i'm such a weak person who can't handle her life and who is gonna fail at everything in it.....i blame myself for the rapes because i'm at fault.....i can't handle this anxiety....it's too much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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@valgal18: Wow! You said a mouthful. I understand what you are going through because I feel the same way at times. You have to understand that no matter what you are not at fault. Inbox me so we can talk further. Hang in there.
Oh sweetheart. Message me if you want. I\'ve been doing the same. My arm is red raw and I have cuts all over me... I broke on Sunday I\'m trying to rebuild myself right now