no confidence.....

the interpreter that i do practicum with e-mailed me and told me that she wasn't going to be there at the school tomorrow and told me that i could go if i wanted....i declined because i'm not confident enough to do it on my own....my mom called and i told her and she seemed angry....i asked her if she was angry i said no and she said she wasn't but that she thinks i need to have confidence....i feel like i let her down and disappointed her......my dad is fine with it, so it's different.....but i think it'll be okay.....i know i need confidence i'm just not there yet