loveisnotenough

I know I shouldn't be happy....but I am. Last night with him was so nice.  It had been 2 weeks and we are so connected in so many ways.  Not only was the sex amazing....we are just so bonded and...

I've been working out.  It feels so good. I decided 40 lbs by 40!  I'm down 3.  37 to go.  Gotta work out and eat right.  I did well this week and excited to go work out and keep on it.Things...

Together again. I haven't logged in for a few months. We were both miserable and got back together. He knows I'm in therapy. He knows I'm working on trying to leave him. And I am trying to get...

He came over last night- unannounced.  He had emailed me before asking me how I was and I responded with the truth that I was not doing well.  Within the hour, my buzzer rang but when I asked who...

“And once the storm is over, you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you...

I miss him.  Every second, of every minute, of every hour, of every day.  I miss him.  I miss how he feels, how he smells, how he kisses, his presence- everything.  Our conversations.  All of...

I went on about my day, worked out, showered, out to lunch with the kiddo, errands, etc.  The usual Sunday routine.  He emails me...."Is there someone else?"  I mean, seriously?  I felt like...

I haven't written since 4/15.  He responded that day saying that he has thought about it....and he doesn't know how he will handle it.  He will be sad.Well I'm sad.  I've been sad for over a...

I never responded to him last night.  He emailed me today twice.  First saying "hey" then "are you alright? Worried about you"I responded:"Don't be worried about me.  I'm good- stronger than I...

This morning at 2am he sent an email that said he misses me.I sent him an email tonite telling him that I was sorry for being distant.  Why did I do that?  I'm not sorry.  I needed to be distant....

He sent 2 emails yesterday.....I couldn't let him think something happened to me. I just reponded "no, business trip is next month.  I'm okay.  How are you?"  He wrote back saying "I'm good....

He emailed today..."How are you?"  I haven't responded now to 3 emails from him.  He's going to have to get the hint and realize something is wrong.I'm thinking about phasing out....I know I can't...

I haven't heard anything else from him yet.I don't think he's yet figured out that I'm not responding.  It's not unusual for me to be crazy busy working 10, 12, and 14 hour days.  Part of me is...

Day 2.  I didn't respond to his email from Saturday.  Or today.He sent me an email earlier saying that it ended up being a bad night and asked how I am.I haven't responded.  i'm feeling pretty...

I haven't responded to his email from last night.And I feel really, really good about that.I'm down 21 pounds so far this year....I'm living healthy.  I'm feeling good.  I'm thinking when he emails...