Things are good.

I've been working out.  It feels so good.
 
I decided 40 lbs by 40!  I'm down 3.  37 to go.  Gotta work out and eat right.  I did well this week and excited to go work out and keep on it.
Things are also good with him.  I'll see him tomorrow.  It's weird being in therapy and trying to leave him at the same time. 
I think I need to just focus on me, and working out, and therapy and getting healthy.  The rest will fall into place.