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well i cut my burn last night. hurts a bit but not too much. I kinda realised that as it has got hot my arms have started to get itchy making it more tempting and satisfying to cut. the only thing...

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Well ive gone back to reducing the tablets as the dr has said and my body feels a bit mixed up at the moment but i guess it will sort itself out. Im gona make an appointment with the dr this week...

Cool beans. Its friday, its the weekend and usually i would be popping the laxatives, but ive just realised i cant remember the last time i had some must be about 4 weeks! whats even better im not...

Because ive been eating normally ive put on so much wieght and fat i need to diet

Hello id just like to let anyone that cares o that my laptop is in laptop hospital so im on my house mates laptop at the moment. when it is feeling better i will reply to the fan mail ive had lol...

Back to work today and i feel quite tired so im going to bed soon. Ive had what i would call a good eating day. A few carrot sticks, slice of cheese, piece of french stick bread and some granola...

i didnt take any laxatives last night, but it didnt make a huge amount of difference. I woke up this morning feel aboslutely awful. My head hurt so much that i couldnt bear opening my eyes, it was to...

Why do i feel numb?.......I dunno maybe numb is the wrong word but i just dont feel. I dont feel happy but i dont feel sad either. I just dont feel. If i felt i could do something about it or at...

i feel numb

its amazing what a bit of sleep can do. feeling somewhat better now and a lot less delusional

seriously proper not right. Its midnight and i cant sleep even tho im exhausted because i feel sick and my head is spinning. my body keeps doing weird things - its not really fitting coz im aware...

I feel really weird. kinda sick, dizzy, light headed, blury eyed, sweating hot even tho ive been freezing most of the day and just generally achy and exhausted. I dont quite no if it too much...

Im disgusted in myself. food is so disgusting

ive had enough i want it to end i want to disapear no more please no more im tired