Cool beans. Its friday, its the weekend and usually i would be popping the laxatives, but ive just realised i cant remember the last time i had some must be about 4 weeks! whats even better im not craving them either so hopefully ive broken the cycle.  I really need to loose weight coz my jeans that i bought at xmas are now way too small for me and it really saddens me coz they were my favourite jeans. I no im not huge now but i must have been tiny then! I had a dress that i bought the same time and although it still fits you can see my rolls through it and the dress is tiny and at xmas it fitted perfectly! Ive decreased my tablets again so ive gone from 60mg to 20mg in the space of 2 weeks. I decided that i just didnt want to take them anymore. ive not told my dr what ive done and i think if i did then she would be cross with me because she said i had to take it a month at a time. Ive not been feeling well the last couple of days, just generally feel snooty although ive got a cold and sick. Ive been mega tired aswell no amount of sleep can cure it! Anyway thats me at the moment. loads of crap going on at home and my sister actually isnt talking to me anymore!