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• Christians Suffering from Depression
  

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  Posted: 12/02/2020

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  Is there anyone out there? I'm really low. I hate myself and I feel like God doesn't like me much either.

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  Posted: 11/21/2020

  volcano63 commented on the discussion I did a bad thing today.

• Christians Suffering from Depression
  

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  Posted by: volcano63

  Posted: 11/20/2020

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  Can anyone recommend good Christian books for depression? I'm having a bad time but don't have the money to go back into therapy. Every day I hate myself more and more and feel like God hates me too.

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  Posted: 12/03/2019

  volcano63 commented on the discussion Feeling crappy (may trigger ED).

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  Holidays

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  Last Reply: Flashreturns 12/05/2019

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  I really hate the holidays. I hated them when my parents were alive, because mom was always stressed out and screaming, but now that they’re gone it’s even worse. I don’t make friends easily and haven’t had any success building a new tribe, so I’m always alone. The holidays are pure hell for me. That and birthdays.

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  Posted: 05/26/2019

  volcano63 commented on the discussion Epiphany.

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  Epiphany

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  Last Reply: Lavender80 05/26/2019

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  I had an epiphany about myself this morning. My parents were alcoholics and my dad was bi-polar. I have an older brother, whom my parents worshipped. Everybody always seemed horrified by the fact that I existed at all. I was such a disappointment (maybe because I'm a girl;) how could I possibly be their child? My brother reveled in this. Anyway, today, I'm obese, my apartment is a disaster area, my finances are in chaos and I'm very lonely. And I realized this morning: this is all because I'm...

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• Christians Suffering from Depression
  

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  Posted: 05/19/2019

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  Hoping God will help me soon. I need to find a summer job or I'll go belly up. Sometimes I really wonder if He does love me.

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  Posted: 05/18/2019

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  Posted: 04/30/2019

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