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- Is there anyone out there? I'm really low. I hate myself and I feel like God doesn't like me much either.
- Can anyone recommend good Christian books for depression? I'm having a bad time but don't have the money to go back into therapy. Every day I hate myself more and more and feel like God hates me too.
- I really hate the holidays. I hated them when my parents were alive, because mom was always stressed out and screaming, but now that they’re gone it’s even worse. I don’t make friends easily and haven’t had any success building a new tribe,...
- I had an epiphany about myself this morning. My parents were alcoholics and my dad was bi-polar. I have an older brother, whom my parents worshipped. Everybody always seemed horrified by the fact that I existed at all. I was such a disappointment...
- Hoping God will help me soon. I need to find a summer job or I'll go belly up. Sometimes I really wonder if He does love me.
- I fuck everything up. No matter what I do, I find a way to ruin it.
- I've been a Christian for 43 years. I am so depressed I want to die. My family is dead and I am dirt broke poor. I'm supposed to be radiating the love and joy of knowing Christ, and I just feel like He's walked away and left me. Sorry to be a downer.
- I work 4 jobs and I try to be responsible with all my financial obligations. But last week my old car broke down and needed $1350 worth of repair. I went to my credit union to try and get a loan for a new one, but they turned me down because my...
- I don't know what's wrong with me, but for the past 3 days I've been mad as a bull. I'm scared I might lash out and punch someone in the face. It might be connected to the fact that I've been sick for a week, but I'm scaring myself.
- My father was a famous man, and I made the mistake of going into the same profession he was in. People have treated me like I"m nothing but his left foot. Or as though I'm trying to get somewhere by hanging onto his name, rather than by hard work....
- Had a meltdown last night. My parents died about 22 years ago. I had taken care of them for 6 years before they went. Most of that time, my brother was galavanting around the world having a great time. After they died, he disappeared out of my life,...
- I hate the holidays. They just remind me that everyone I loved has died. I need to get out and make friends. Every year I plan to and I never do it, so the holidays are always bleak. Thanks for letting me gripe. I hope I didn't make anyone more...
- Really bad day for depression. Been trying to find a better job situation and nothing is opening up. I should be thankful that I'm employed at all, but I'm so tired. Have a called in to my doctor for possible change of antidepressant. So sick of...
- For the first time in my life, I stayed home from work because I was too depressed to go in. The reason I gave was a hurt back, which is true (and is probably one of the reasons I'm depressed.) But I'm just so low and so mad I can't stand to go in....
- I appreciate this group. It's easy to isolate and think that I'm alone in this hell called depression. When I read the posts, I see that I'm not. Thank you.