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- I have this uncontrollable need to writ e my story and since 1 yuesterday i have not quit writing I did sleep last night but am getting ready to start again. I am anxious and fell like I am letting go. I am not sur if this is really good to obsess...
- I was doing really good I thought until 8 months ago when PTSD popped up.. I have4 kids and my goal since they were born was to make sure they had the most normal life possible. while they . I would spend time with each of them every night til they...
- I am getting so frustrsated with people. It makes me want to stay away from the public. I have volunteered to help a few trhings that I really believed in. Start going good feel good about myself. Thinking I am getting better and then things change...
- I have an 18 year old daughter who when she was 13 snuck out of the house and was raped.for 3 years she tokk off for months til the police would bring her home with a bag of candy to help her come down from meth and oxycotton. Bring her home for...
- I am having a hard time watching the news and anxiety so I kind of quit watching it. Part of my PTSD majkes me think the worst of everything.end of the world , invasions. Help
- So I have been making progress with PTSD. I am taking kolonopin now.I was taking up to 4 adavans and it would not calm my head and for 7 months I dont think I could stay focused or numb,sad etc. The new medecine is awesome.I can think about 1 thing...
- My Birthday is this weekend and some of my family are coming. I am excited but afraid that they wont be able to handle i my PTSD. They have always known me as "the one that can handle anything" Therefore hardly any phone calls to see how I am doing....
- I have found that I can feel pain from others and my Guardian Angel Puddles(my dog) When my man is stressed out or anxious I feel it more than any other time in my life. When I first started dealing with PTSD she would follow me around to make...
- I just woke up from a dream that freaked me out. I have never been so greatful to open my eyes and see that I was home and safe. I thought I would take a shower(which I had to get a radio for because I would come out of the shower someone different,...
- Does anyone have this problem? I have always been a strong independent women . When I say that I mean if something hard comes my way I take care of business. So that causes a reaction that I can handle PTSD by myself. Some friends and most of my...
- I need tolearn ways to deal with anger. No one can feel my anger except for me deep inside. Sometimes I feel like throwing things, Punching a wall. This is new to me. because I always put myyself in position that I could not get rejected. I have...
- My counselor and I have agreed that it was time to take one day a week to volunteer. The question comes up why do I want to volunteer. Thats easy the volunteering I chose was a group that helped me by delivering food when I could not cook because I...
- Does anyone else get anxious just worrying that they are going to have another anxiety attack.?
- After reliving my trauma I had to spend the night alone. I woke up and dont feel safe and even though I know where everything is in my house it does not feel familiar or safe,
- I was raped and sold to many men by my husband when I was 8 months pregnant. this was 20 years.I could not cry or make a noise or I would of been beat.This lasted three days.Anyways it was never talked about and my job was to make sure my kids were...