Underland

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  New Friend

  Posted by: Underland

  Posted: 11/07/2019

  Underland became friends with Remiah.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: Underland

  Posted: 11/05/2019

  Underland became friends with nt200.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: Underland

  Posted: 11/22/2019

  Underland became friends with ericjohnpw.

• Breakups & Divorce
  

  She’s in my dreams

  Posted by: Underland

  Last Reply: Biggiesmallz 11/25/2019

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  I keep thinking about the woman he is leaving me for... she is in my dreams.. I wake up feeling so naked and vulnerable. Imagining... imagining how they are together... I try to draw the pain away... i love curly hair... but now it hurts to see it on paper because of her... I love how beautiful black woman are in drawings... it hurts to draw them because she is mixed... I keep dreaming of how happy they are together.. and I am abandoned by the person I loved most once again.. what's the point...

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Underland

  Posted: 11/14/2019

  Underland commented on the discussion Hopeless.

• Breakups & Divorce
  

  I’m losing everything

  Posted by: Underland

  Last Reply: Masterno 11/17/2019

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  My husband cheated on me while he was away at BLC. He went on effing Tinder and found someone. Before BLC he was deployed... I haven't even had a full month with my husband and he is already leaving me for another woman! This divorce is taking everything away from me and I can't cope with it! I lost the house I spent so much time trying to find. I'm losing my husband who I thought I was spending my life with. I'm losing my dog who I love. I can't cope. I can't finish school. I'm feeling...

• Depression
  

  Hopeless

  Posted by: Underland

  Last Reply: Jenny179 11/19/2019

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  I'm losing everything I love! I can't keep a hold on anything and I just don't want to be here anymore!

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Underland

  Posted: 11/08/2019

  Underland commented on the discussion I’m done.

• Self-Injury
  

  Relapse

  Posted by: Underland

  Posted: 11/08/2019

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  I have doing really good to not do any self harm. My husband knew I was having a hard time. Then he decided to bring up divorce. Then I found out he wanted to leave me for this woman..... I have never been so bad... I started taking large amounts of pills. I've been cutting in places where I didn't  even care if people see.(now I'm going to have troubles hiding them...) I had the cops/ems called on me, but I managed to trick them into me being ok. Then I started writing suicide notes as I was...

• Depression
  

  Note writing

  Posted by: Underland

  Posted: 11/07/2019

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  Anyone I missed to include.?

• Depression
  

  I can’t cope

  Posted by: Underland

  Last Reply: whatswrong19 11/09/2019

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  It hurts

• Depression
  

  I could end it right now..

  Posted by: Underland

  Last Reply: Bobby5000 11/07/2019

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  And my husband wouldn't even bat an eye....

• Breakups & Divorce
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Underland

  Posted: 11/06/2019

  Underland commented on the discussion I’m dying.

• Breakups & Divorce
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Underland

  Posted: 11/06/2019

  Underland commented on the discussion I’m dying.

• Breakups & Divorce
  

  I’m dying

  Posted by: Underland

  Last Reply: MemphisWH 11/07/2019

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  Last week my husband of almost 2 years suddenly brought up divorce and I found out he was cheating. I took his phone and tried to lock myself up(I should have went somewhere else) and he has been meeting this woman and doing.."acts" together. He was trying to leave me for her.... he found out shortly I had the phone and came after me. Things got violent, he went to jail, then released to military chain of command. I wasn't able to keep the phone and he shattered it in front of me... I'm so...