sunnydays123

All morning I've been down on myself for not being born a child prodigy.  A girl from my hometown, pop. 500 is a rising star barely out of high school.  I wanted to be a star and the only star from...

Today I thought about Reggie, my former mentor/complete narcissist emotional abuser.  I thought I would conduct a google search and find that maybe she has been arrested for whatever and sent to rot...

My uncle used to beat the hell out of me if I defied him.  I was a small fifteen year old girl and he was a big 50 year old man and he would leave 30 knots on my head for hating him.  He also...

Dear Mother and Father, I am waiting for you to come for me. I am waiting here patiently, crying out for you. I only want your love. Oh so many tears I’ve have cried –begging and pleading with...

   I am in a constant battle with my ex-boyfriend who is also a housemate in this room-rental house.  I would like to either not speak to each other or be friends.  He can do neither.  It is...

My friend told me that instead of going to the big boss about the abuse at the front desk I should just not talk to the other co-workers unless spoken to and only do my job and not going around...

I am about to go to the big boss about the abuse that is going on in the office.  My supervisor is a total narcissist and next to her is a smart-mouth two-faced bitch, and then there is the other...

I have found myself in yet another church that is full of phoneys.  Every time I get together with them they only talk about buying stuff and they constantly pretend to have perfect lives.  I also...

So alone and tired.  At my new job I have these two women co-workers.  One has been a smartalec since day one, the other pretends to be my friend when it's convienent and then throws me under the...

I finally have a real job that offers 401(k). There is a line for beneficiaries SSNs in case I die. I asked the man that adopted my daughter for her SSN and he has ignored my request. Tonight I asked...

just want to carve into my arm and watch the blood flow.  Hurting so bad.  Will it ever end?  Will I ever be free from immense pain?  So hard.   Want to fly away, want to feel good, want to be...

     I've got scars over about 30% of my body.  My right hand, half-way up my forearm; a significant portion of the right side of my face; my entire lower back; the top of my right thigh; the...

Windows busted out, holes in all the walls, toilet backed up, crack-head house-mates and boyfriend up every night digging into the walls in search of hidden crack; this is where my pregnancy test...

I so want parents.  Please just one parent.  An aunt, a cousin, anything.  Please.  So fucking alone!  Then I have people telling me that they care about me.  Where were you when I was snorting...

   Awakening in a dew covered half-assembled tent, next to the tracks, I pushed my way out. I had slept there for two nights, waiting for the train. There it finally was, behind me. Big, black and...