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- I haven't had debilitating flashbacks in about a year. Since then I got married and moved from CA to NV. Married life has been good. Last night we had over a family that the church considers to be the poor, lowly, and dysfunctional family, by way...
- Happy Labor Day to all of you who labor every moment to mend the horror that was inflicted on you from whom you needed so much love and care. Happy Labor Day to all of you who fight to make it in this world, competing with those who received the...
- Hi, I have a new job and it is basically my dream job. I'm really happy about it. Today I was going through some files and found a transcription of my the people who furnished my job recommendations. One is from someone who I volunteered with but...
- I'm repeating my repetition complex again; falling in love with a much older man. There is a twist this time though: he's totally blind. He's an attorney and lives in what could be considered a mansion. He's a big sweetheart and I guess being...
- Thanks to whoever mentioned the book, "Highly Sensitive People". I checked it out from the library and even after the first few pages I started feeling better about myself. Also, I had an important job interview yesterday and when she asked me how...
- hating everything including sunshine, flowers, children etc...begging God to let you die, everydaywant to cut yourselfemotionally convulsing around nice people because it feels so good and bad at the same timedesperately wanted to be touched but at...
- Hello, I'm 32 and I've dated older men for a long time and my last one I moved into the same house with although we rent separate rooms. He is much older than me and that has been my problem with men. He is verbally abusive and today he cursed at...
- Sometimes I feel like Christ on the cross screaming to God, "Oh Father, why have thou forsaken me". I want to scream to my parents, "why couldn't you have loved me? Why did you hurt and abandon me?"I would like to stop craving their love. lonely,...
- I gave up, a while back, on having any family. Now, I have to give up on having friends. I wanted a friend to save me from my pain. That's not going to happen. Only the Lord can do that. My concept of "friend" has been all wrong. I put the...
- I had to leave my in-person support group because the leader called me up and told me that if I didn't share about my abuse at every meeting than she would dis-allow me to the group. I know my rights. This violates the Freedom of Speech. ...
- Hi, the group leader (who is not a therapist) informed me that I am required to at least make a minor reference to my childhood abuse during each of my shares. I told her that sometimes I don't want to talk about it and only feel like talking about...
- Hello all, I am getting started in my new job and they have told me that I am to "be myself". This is really a new and exciting proposition to me because my parent/friends/mentors have all wanted me to suppress my true self and only be the kind...
- I always date older men, like my molesting uncles! I guess sexy=men in their fifties and up. I'm 32. I am so hot on this guy at church that is probably 50 or so. Do I need to knock it off and get someone my own age or should I not let it bother...
- hello all, feeling so bad tonight. So alone. I want to cry but I can't. So much pain inside. So many hard things. I want to scream, cry and kill myself but I can't do any of those. No more pain please. I want to watch the blood flow from my...
- January 28 They found our sister. She lives in Denver. She doesn't want to me anyone just yet. But she wants to know more about our family. I told the social worker some info and I'll let her pass it along. I'll let you know more when I do....